Why must I do so? Why can’t I have one bodily desire that doesn’t equate to fool’s gold? Desires that wouldn’t blind my eyes from the value love brings, Till I’m too broken to pay for sins more than a few know? All I want is a one night stand, Some booze, And, A few rolls of weed until I move slower than how I have been walking. Indulge on a movie while laying still without the need to keep talking. Shut my mind up, For once, And, Enjoy each moment instead og giving light to who’s stalking me, Everywhere I go to release my stress from each memory haunting me… But, I can’t. A promise is my word, And, It’s up to me not to break it. It’s more than a word, It’s a bond between myself, And, Who I’ve left forsaken. That man inside of a mirror I won’t dare break, And, Allow to drown in a sea of tears while I do my best to make it. Make it to a shore with my feet in a pile of sand, From anywhere besides the corner of my eyes while I breathe in an oasis where, I’ll never be thirsty again…
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