Blessings Of Pain

Prayers often commence when there seems to be no option left.When most want their dream car,That winning lotto ticket,Or,Their own dosage of attention to feel better about themselves.But,As our tears begin pouring oceans without shallow waters, many tend to drown inside their own resentment… I guess,At times,We forget how much of a blessing it is!To... Continue Reading →

Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind

                Honestly, it’s so hard for me to pinpoint my preferences regarding any kind of material. Because, whether or not I pick up a book to read or a journal to write in, all I really want is to be heard…                 And, anytime I conjure my happy place when closing my eyes, I immediately... Continue Reading →

Faith

Shame,How faith isn’t talked about enough,Within a space meant to grow the mind of a child.Are they in a classroom,Or,A limbo with statistics painted on the walls about,How likely their failures are?Scarred,Is the heart of a young soul,More often than it is swayed to follow dreams foretold,By the Universe everywhere they go,Whether it’s a favorite... Continue Reading →

Appreciation

Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!

Every Detail Counts

My sensors tripped,As I let her dip,Into thoughts I was too scared to think while I made sure to censor certain bits,But… Truthfully?I was kind of feeling the exact same way.Never really had it easy letting go of anyone who once caused me a lot of pain… Why?Who knows.I would be the wrong to ask!Since... Continue Reading →

Freewrite #35: Already Isolated (Pt. 1)

Being distant was already a quality in some of us way before any pandemic.Being home every day,From day to night,Whether dark or light,Is what broken hearts already do!And,They’re as common as,The next lie America knows!You will believe,While you label it “true”… With so many realities unable to be faced,I see why so many wear a... Continue Reading →

Tundraz

Talking to other people is harder than it looks.Especially,When you’re devoured by a need to change whether it be,Your current scenery,That same t-shirt you’ve worn for the past 4,5 days,Or,Buying Sensodyne instead of Colgate after running out of toothpaste… “Hi!How are you?” “I’m doing good/great,I woke up today!” Really?Are you really doing good,Or,Just ignoring all... Continue Reading →

God Walks On My Tears

Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God,Whenever It holds me in contempt.You would think God Itself would be more accepting,Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian,Laying it to rest how it really is.But,I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when you decide to leave God's side.Because,Aren't... Continue Reading →

Numb, Numb And Numb

Trapped,Trapped,And,Trapped.Within a bubble of loneliness only forgetfulness can pop.I just want to be grandfathered in a state of bliss from Day to Night,Without thinking of drinking a shot.Even if I still stay sober,I’m over the Drama.I’m,Still soaking in blood from the Karma I suffered!I,Just want a break from it all and be smothered in,Someone’s arms…... Continue Reading →

Whatever.

Sometimes,You just can’t write a poem.All I can do is sit down,Sway a pen around,And just,Think about how I want to disappear…

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