"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Cry all you'd like,But,No amount of tears will drown away the pain in a set of eyes,Many stare into,Yet,Will never know the reason why.Why you shiver and ache before falling into slumber.Why you hide on your bed underneath your cozy covers.Why you don't desire to get up as you decide to skip your supper.And,That's okay.There's... Continue Reading →
A year ago,I was dead set against being reborn in the flesh.Until an exception was made when God called for a test,I was signed up for the second I began losing air in my chest.And,By principle I stayed seated til I was able to regain my breath...Huff,Puff,Passing had a different meaning rising up from that... Continue Reading →
You face haunts me everywhere I go.Those lips mutating into initials reminding me of a name I've crossed out many years ago.Those eyes glaring into mine every time I stare into the sun until I'm shown,Each reason I've become a failure within your line of sight.Strands of your hair now sprouting out of stems from... Continue Reading →
I miss you,As well as all the hugs I used to give you,Doing anything I can to make you feel beautiful within a family that would not forgive you.If you were never here to begin with,I wouldn't be here using a pen as my pistol,Taking my shot at a life far from abysmal...The only Grandmother... Continue Reading →
Word around town is,You're doing better now that you aren't being held down by a man drowning,Through glass stained by lipstick worn from a kiss of death hounding my existence...With every sip,I die a little internally while refurbishing my taste for a drip,Of saliva from another's lips,For another trip to a honey moon sweeter than... Continue Reading →
My pen,Surrounded by an array of instruments,Is instrumental to my survival.It's a different kind of music,For ears of a broken soul losing,It's touch with reality through bridal concessions.Broken by an ebb and flow dissipating smoke covering their hidden potential,Through words I sing from the cries of my retinas.Converting darkness into light I've needed to drive... Continue Reading →
Funny...With the community of friends you had at your disposal,It became your civic duty to keep your service to me secret,As you considered me a disposable.Protecting my feelings was far from your true intentions,As I saw right through the deception,You've displayed through your actions as my gaze left you breathless...Admit it.You never wanted us to... Continue Reading →
Her naked body is now a silhouette symbolizing the darkness of which has taken over my eyes,For so long.As her hips rock back and forth,All I'm reminded of is how I'd hit rock bottom,While taking swigs from a glass of vodka,On the rocks imagining her body laid out on top of them.Posing for me on... Continue Reading →
Mosaic,Is what I am.Shattered glass laid in front of Her,Formed into an image she couldn't fathom while squinting at a glare she was unable to face.A glare beaming as hot as thr sun melding each piece together as I was left broken on the concrete.Here she is,Blinded by the beauty she cannot unsee.Blinded by the... Continue Reading →
Friendships are so difficult to make and maintain now that I'm in my mid thirties.People are in such a rush.Whether or not it's to a job or a place to meet their core group of friends they've solidified as 'enough'.Most seem to pensive to think about love,So,They resort to lust,And,Drugs tearing us apart even further.The... Continue Reading →
