"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A year of abstinence from inhaling chronic to set the record straight.My vices aren't in charge as I doctor myself back to good health,And,Tune into the fate in which God has made for me by wrapping my palms around another page,Another pen,Another poem I recite as I find my way back home within a stage.No... Continue Reading →
Assimilation has never been my style.Quite frankly,I'd rather be what God intended me to be.A man free from labels I was once forced to believe,Would lead me through a path worthwhile.Labels like drunk,Pot head,And,Rich!When all I really was,Was a child who tripped and fell into a ditch,Never to be found again until I rose from... Continue Reading →
Boundaries.I didn't realize there were any after offering to console me.But,As usual.I' treated more like a game rather than a man with feelings trampled by loneliness,And,A need to run away.To run away from the presence of anyone where there's potential for a bond to be built upon...It seems like everyone is too tired to lay... Continue Reading →
Awakened.Triumphant.Alive!Withered.Lethargic.Dead inside...Repurposed.Reborn.A resurgence!Acceptance,Resilience.An excursion...Ascendance.Astonished.Free!Resurfaced.Appreciation.Peace...
How can I be confident as my palms tremble in the presence of a God I can never be?All anyone sees when I recite poetry is the energy,I'm given to push forward.It doesn't mean I'm not scared of what may fall from the brick-and-mortar I've built like the former.The only thing bravery requires is unwaivered... Continue Reading →
Don't ask me how my day is,Nor what's wrong with me.You can care less about the pain in my arteries,Being pumped through my legs weak enough to not walk,Yet,Strong enough to crawl towards what's hard to see for most,But,Routine for me to cope with...Limitless,Are my shoulders carrying another's tears as I asseverate my love for... Continue Reading →
I miss my mother on some nights,Especially,When I strike out with women my heart chooses to center in a shrine of love I've now abandoned.Nowadays,I can't fathom the thought of dying alone,But,I'm trying to with how desensitized I am by the rejections I've grown accustomed to.What does my heart have to lose?Even mom hates me,Although,I... Continue Reading →
Seeking asylum,Isn't what I thought it was as I'm reaching for my blunt,Going insane while I'm leaning on my guts,From the astral plane when I get high up,Out of my body with bodies in my mind trying to get violent,Anything for some silence...At least it's how I feel nowadays.Mayday!I scream internally as I'm on a... Continue Reading →
"Shut your mouth!"Is what I yell in my mind after a word salad I'm exhausted of eating anytime I'm hungry for change.I can't really blame anyone for what I put on my plate.After every ounce of turmoil I've been served,I know better than to whip up a dish worth throwing to the curb.But,I eat it... Continue Reading →
Shirts tucked in mattered more than my glaring depression in middle school.More visits were paid to the principle's office than the arms I needed to assure my mind that my life would turn out okay to say the least.The only solution that was thought to be best was to tie my legs,Whipped until I followed... Continue Reading →
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