The Right Glue

Old.Brittle.Yet,Young,Full of life without much direction.Crackles in every step,But,A drive rolling along as smooth as each drip from my olen wounds.Those tears falling from a broken heart I keep trying to mend,But,Just can't seem to find the right glue…

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year! Zero calls, Nor a single message seen. Riddled by pain as old as, Me... Yet, Regardless of the same ole' turn out, Another night where I'm reminded of my lack of family and friends in such an absurd house, Full of demons sipping tea with everyone so, So burnt out of love...... Continue Reading →

Jolly Jinglez

Cheering myself up is a habit I haven’t practiced until now.Just,Sitting down,Taking in the deepest breath and being obsessed with what truly makes me happy.Whether it’s poetry begging to be spewed out from the inner depths of my gleaming soul,Or,Watching Dragon Ball Z even if I am “adult-years old”,Guilt seemed to have always shoot up... Continue Reading →

Dear Life

Smiles coerced by a need for change.Although every walk is heavy with each ankle anchored by pain,Patience takes possession of each step taken forward.What other choice do I have,But,To be devoured by silence with a voice box cluttered with anger towards the man I am,This very moment?Alone,Without a shoulder to hold as I vigilantly seek... Continue Reading →

Blind Rage

Episodes of rage take over when sober from love. Drunk by the thought of her for so long, But, It's time to show a different me. A different flow of rhythm where I only act up on a stage for the world to see. No fear while I drop bombs from a palm deterring naysayers... Continue Reading →

Run! Before You Get Burned…

Don’t know what to say,Think,Nor feel.Yet,Anger likes to rise up my spine and escape my mouth in sentences meant to detain another’s sanity.So often stuck in a cell,I can’t help but feel trapped in such hysterical realities.Lap topped with so many sticky notes reminding me of travesties,Like my demons monitoring my vanity,Through my fear of... Continue Reading →

Dreamz I’ll Never Trade

Just,Imagine.Waking up,Without a fuss,And a family waiting to love you.With a simple kiss,Alleviating this,Pain that I feel!Whenever loneliness becomes heavy enough to crush you… A dream I’d like to have,Replacing nightmares where I stand,Engulfed in flames…A monster like myself only cries butane,Ignited by its fiery nature,As both of my pupils wearily observe the combustion of... Continue Reading →

The Smoke Won’t Fade

No one ever knows which day is their last. For some of us, It is an attachment similar to a bungee jump beneath a bridge. Instead of losing yourself inside of shallow waters poured by the outcries of Anger you haven't dealt with, That rope of smoke grabs you just in time to pull you... Continue Reading →

I Ain’t See Anything

Why do I feel the need to be angry? Maybe, Because I've been tricked to believe I'm exiled from experiencing the human touch by so, So many faces I'm disgusted to see whenever I close my eyes. So used to chasing tears instead of joyful moments when it all goes, Dark, After being told a... Continue Reading →

Is Silence The Answer?

Swollen?Or,Is it filled to the very edge,The point of inevitable implosion?My true question is,Above all else,Can it swallow Its own eruption,My voice box?Gulping down that debris and wildfire until it’s put out by the tears still held hostage?Because,A shouting match against the demons in my mind is one I can no longer afford.Because…Only God knows... Continue Reading →

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