Certain days,
It doesn’t feel like I’m human.
I can’t remember the last time I cried,
Or,
Laughed while enduring a contusion,
Of emotions I’ve suffered at the hands of my own confusion.
Confusion stemming from my refusal to quit what God deems useless.
But,
Maybe I’ve dried the well as I do my best to see different.
Fluids tainted by bloodied fingertips,
And,
Specs of sand after being deserted by who I’ve held hands with,
In a mirage along a woman I’ve danced with…
It’s time for a refill I can manage,
Without first-hand damage,
And,
A dream constructed by a lavish lifestyle I was never meant to handle.
After all,
She disappeared when finances were no longer on my mantle,
On top of responsibilities abandoned for a chance to,
Reach a climax equal to chasing a dragon.
Blowing smoke with a life under fire as I’ve sprinkled a pile of ashes,
Onto the image I should’ve became along time ago.
An image drawn by God,
As I fight to withdraw from a lie erased by every truth that has been shown…
Breath Of A Dragon – Day 260, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
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