"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A year ago,I was dead set against being reborn in the flesh.Until an exception was made when God called for a test,I was signed up for the second I began losing air in my chest.And,By principle I stayed seated til I was able to regain my breath...Huff,Puff,Passing had a different meaning rising up from that... Continue Reading →
The day I quarantine,I didn't pour a drink.I set it down for a dream,To be as clear as each,Glass full of vodka not single person couldn't torn away from me.If anything,Every kind of company had made it worse.As keeping friendships afloat became harder going broke after paying visits to a corner full of dirt.Weeds I... Continue Reading →
What would I be without you both?Probably not much.A thought I don't like to imagine often,But,it comes across here and there every time I cough,And,Realize how neglectful I am of your presences,Yet,I have no idea how to take care of you both while I search for an answer.An answer so difficult to find when a... Continue Reading →
A year of abstinence from inhaling chronic to set the record straight.My vices aren't in charge as I doctor myself back to good health,And,Tune into the fate in which God has made for me by wrapping my palms around another page,Another pen,Another poem I recite as I find my way back home within a stage.No... Continue Reading →
Assimilation has never been my style.Quite frankly,I'd rather be what God intended me to be.A man free from labels I was once forced to believe,Would lead me through a path worthwhile.Labels like drunk,Pot head,And,Rich!When all I really was,Was a child who tripped and fell into a ditch,Never to be found again until I rose from... Continue Reading →
Dejected,Rejected.Whichever adjective you pick,They'll both work the same.As I isolate from a world causing the kind of pain most don't come back from,Here I am,Alone in a daze.But,Not the kind where I'd hide behind a tree underneath some shade.The kind where you separate from a world,Taking refuge under God's palm while phased,By flesh calling for... Continue Reading →
Seeking a legion of soldiers to go to war with is,Weaking treason against what's blocking my metamorphisis.What I need is a reason to keep moving forward in,A field fill of dreams in a season as hot as every corner with,A warning sign,Glaring in your face each time you pass by,Crash sites littered by packs besides,Minds... Continue Reading →
Certain days,It doesn't feel like I'm human.I can't remember the last time I cried,Or,Laughed while enduring a contusion,Of emotions I've suffered at the hands of my own confusion.Confusion stemming from my refusal to quit what God deems useless.But,Maybe I've dried the well as I do my best to see different.Fluids tainted by bloodied fingertips,And,Specs of... Continue Reading →
How do I survive?Every single night without a woman to suffice,My need for a touch deeper than the high,I get from a climax coming down like,Any other drug?All I want is love.And,A moment where I flush,Every ounce of blood,As red as the cheek of my beloved when I pucker up,And,Lay a kiss on the forehead... Continue Reading →
Haven't wanted to live for quite a while.Because,The feeling of breathing is soothing only if there's smoke flowing through my lungs.Love?Lost in pyros of pain ignited in the name of lust.One flick of my lighter,Still,Doesn't seem like it's enough to burn away these thoughts cluttering my mind while I crush,Buds while picturing everyone I've put... Continue Reading →
