The Boogeyman Is Tired

Quiet and observant!Is how one must be when you’re anything like me.Because,When you’re a man as lonely as I’ve been,Not only are you silenced,But!Deleted from society and its “toxic” environment,Where most spearhead a protest against those too vibrant!And,Alive in a city dead of hopes and dreams,Replaced by hope in dope and creeds misleading anyone with... Continue Reading →

Banana Peelz

I want to be better than I’ve ever been.And,Every time I smoke I’m fallen after taking every hit.Boxed in by a sedative alleviating nothing but my readiness,To burn a bridge only leading me into a Hell I’m in.Meant for a soul dead of any light no matter where you look inside of itDespite of its... Continue Reading →

Expired!

The past me is outdated.Stuck having dinners with Mary Jane and His demons while feeling jaded.Jaded by the race against time and how unworthy he has been to ever be embraced,By anyone as His inner child cries for love He yearns to give away... It's a shame,Really...Because,He's beyond amazing!Carries many flaws,But,Believe me,He's begot a state... Continue Reading →

Press Decline, It’ll Change Your Life…

Honestly,Writing’s been quite different ever since I began my journey to sobriety.A journey where I don’t half-ass it like I’ve been for the past couple of years.Smoking my troubles away,As soon as I feel any kind of pain,While repeating to myself,“Today will be the day!”Yet,Can’t find the courage to ever let Mary Jane go.Even if... Continue Reading →

Sober Thoughtz

Sober thoughts are so exciting!Like,Being able to smile without feeling like a criminal on the loose.Like,A trip to Coldstone just because I can while having nothing to lose.Often I scream for the freedom my inner child's demanding for good reason!But,Fear of a different life shrouds my mind,Till I'm inclined to buy a dime at the... Continue Reading →

I Dine Alone

Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining!Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light blunts.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to survive with demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ... But,I let... Continue Reading →

Lost To The Dagger

What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything weighing your mind down into a darkness you've promised you'd never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of silence while isolated from... Continue Reading →

Spirit Or Spirits

We were created without ever knowing how.A feat we will never reach no matter how deep we dig into rabbit holes overflown with doubt.Rabbit holes leading us toward truths about,Our spirit,Its entire meaning of existence,And every reason why it should be given all of the attention it may need.Eventually.Attention others fear to gift themselves in... Continue Reading →

Raw Paper

Imagine being the guy no one reaches out to.The guy everybody ignores anytime there's a holiday,Even if it is his birthday too.How awful it feels to be forgotten.How daunting it is to be wrong in the eyes of every who used to love you… Heartbreaking,Yes!But,That's me.A reality I've had to let sink and fill my... Continue Reading →

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