"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A year ago,I was dead set against being reborn in the flesh.Until an exception was made when God called for a test,I was signed up for the second I began losing air in my chest.And,By principle I stayed seated til I was able to regain my breath...Huff,Puff,Passing had a different meaning rising up from that... Continue Reading →
Word around town is,You're doing better now that you aren't being held down by a man drowning,Through glass stained by lipstick worn from a kiss of death hounding my existence...With every sip,I die a little internally while refurbishing my taste for a drip,Of saliva from another's lips,For another trip to a honey moon sweeter than... Continue Reading →
Her naked body is now a silhouette symbolizing the darkness of which has taken over my eyes,For so long.As her hips rock back and forth,All I'm reminded of is how I'd hit rock bottom,While taking swigs from a glass of vodka,On the rocks imagining her body laid out on top of them.Posing for me on... Continue Reading →
The day I quarantine,I didn't pour a drink.I set it down for a dream,To be as clear as each,Glass full of vodka not single person couldn't torn away from me.If anything,Every kind of company had made it worse.As keeping friendships afloat became harder going broke after paying visits to a corner full of dirt.Weeds I... Continue Reading →
Orgasmic pleasures without the one you love,For what purpose?To satisfy arousal while bursting,Someone else's bubble while you leave them crumbled on the surface,By rejections inevitable from your lack of search for the one?The golden hour for a broken heart is never cared for through lust,But,Sheer affection from another who will tend to each cut,And,Bruise too... Continue Reading →
"Peace out world,I've had enough fun for now." Is a phrase I didn't think would be misinterpreted.All I meant by it was how I'm going on a sabbatical from societal ventures to explore what nature has to offer.Slowing down from constantly going to open mics to refresh my mind and become inspired again.But,Others saw my... Continue Reading →
What would I be without you both?Probably not much.A thought I don't like to imagine often,But,it comes across here and there every time I cough,And,Realize how neglectful I am of your presences,Yet,I have no idea how to take care of you both while I search for an answer.An answer so difficult to find when a... Continue Reading →
Assimilation has never been my style.Quite frankly,I'd rather be what God intended me to be.A man free from labels I was once forced to believe,Would lead me through a path worthwhile.Labels like drunk,Pot head,And,Rich!When all I really was,Was a child who tripped and fell into a ditch,Never to be found again until I rose from... Continue Reading →
Seeking asylum,Isn't what I thought it was as I'm reaching for my blunt,Going insane while I'm leaning on my guts,From the astral plane when I get high up,Out of my body with bodies in my mind trying to get violent,Anything for some silence...At least it's how I feel nowadays.Mayday!I scream internally as I'm on a... Continue Reading →
Criticism's hard to receive,When you already have a clear vision of how you see,Yourself on a stage full of imposters.Imposters seeking medicine of all kinds to doctor the character they've chosen to be!But,I just ignore it while I foster what works for me.Being myself despite of the cost hurting no one,Besides those full of jealousy,I'll... Continue Reading →
