"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Pull the plug!And,Disconnect from the weed,From the drinks,From a scene full of kinks,Embedded in the heart of a swinger trying to get wet,And,Sink onto pestilence.If ascendance is the goal for a dreamer,Then,I'm grabbing my medicine,Rather than a sedative to get faded behind...I was so jaded,And,I see why.Now that I'm walking with a clear mind.My life... Continue Reading →
A Sultry gaze will always fail to pierce through the cement wall I've built over the years,Protecting a heart brittled by lies I've had to pretend were true,Until I've decided to recognize them for what they truly are.Sirens screeching through halls they're not welcomed to roam,In a mind looking for peace,Silence.My palms no longer gravitate... Continue Reading →
Dejected,Rejected.Whichever adjective you pick,They'll both work the same.As I isolate from a world causing the kind of pain most don't come back from,Here I am,Alone in a daze.But,Not the kind where I'd hide behind a tree underneath some shade.The kind where you separate from a world,Taking refuge under God's palm while phased,By flesh calling for... Continue Reading →
Seeking a legion of soldiers to go to war with is,Weaking treason against what's blocking my metamorphisis.What I need is a reason to keep moving forward in,A field fill of dreams in a season as hot as every corner with,A warning sign,Glaring in your face each time you pass by,Crash sites littered by packs besides,Minds... Continue Reading →
Mean mugs,A blunt,And,A Yankees fitted.Living in the projects with heat tucked,And,An arm full of bad bitches.Sipping on a 40 ounce of Budweiser,While pitching drugs hoping to climb up from rags to riches...It's what He sees on concourse,Claiming to be King,Bridging the gap between an escape from a con torn,From paradise found in a dollar to... Continue Reading →
Certain days,It doesn't feel like I'm human.I can't remember the last time I cried,Or,Laughed while enduring a contusion,Of emotions I've suffered at the hands of my own confusion.Confusion stemming from my refusal to quit what God deems useless.But,Maybe I've dried the well as I do my best to see different.Fluids tainted by bloodied fingertips,And,Specs of... Continue Reading →
Nakes Flesh.As appealing as a plate of lasagna when salivating after a 3- day fast.Making your way through each layer until you reach the pink center is just so,Satisfying like a medium-rare steak cooked to perfection,Out of the kitchen,At last...But,As rare as an escape is from such an addiction,All I can think about is seeking... Continue Reading →
How do I survive?Every single night without a woman to suffice,My need for a touch deeper than the high,I get from a climax coming down like,Any other drug?All I want is love.And,A moment where I flush,Every ounce of blood,As red as the cheek of my beloved when I pucker up,And,Lay a kiss on the forehead... Continue Reading →
Haven't wanted to live for quite a while.Because,The feeling of breathing is soothing only if there's smoke flowing through my lungs.Love?Lost in pyros of pain ignited in the name of lust.One flick of my lighter,Still,Doesn't seem like it's enough to burn away these thoughts cluttering my mind while I crush,Buds while picturing everyone I've put... Continue Reading →
Everything else is better than sex,Drugs,Alcohol,Whatever gets you high for that matter.Back when they were all I thought about,My reality had shattered.Anytime I looked into a mirror,I was cracked further away from repair,Every second I stared into a man I believed wasn't there,Any longer...Anytime I hear glasses cling,As a sober man nowadays,It's music to my... Continue Reading →
