Burning Pupils – Day 251, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Haven’t wanted to live for quite a while.
Because,
The feeling of breathing is soothing only if there’s smoke flowing through my lungs.
Love?
Lost in pyros of pain ignited in the name of lust.
One flick of my lighter,
Still,
Doesn’t seem like it’s enough to burn away these thoughts cluttering my mind while I crush,
Buds while picturing everyone I’ve put my trust in entirely…

But,
I’m the problem in that sense.
If I’m busy plotting my inevitable death,
Aren’t I the one stealing time from my own life,
Driven further into my own casket…?

Maybe!…
Nonetheless,
Who cares if I crash while waving good-bye?
More so,
A reel of memories instigating a lie,
Of how I am not worth an ounce of life when my image is burning within her flaming eyes.
The one I assumed to be the One,
Until she split,
And,
Showed me two sides!
I didn’t see coming…