How ‘Bout Some Honesty, Shall We? 1

Recently,Haven’t really been able to write.Been more focused on this feeling inside of my chest so,Daunting.Yet,I rise every morning with a mission in my mind to,Live,Even if,I would rather wither away in a grave of some sort.After all,My world tells me to die often.Besides a Mom who’d rather see me in a coffin,As I’ve been... Continue Reading →

Brief Intermissions

This very moment,I prefer to die. And,I don’t know why. Just,So much Anger overflowing the bottle I’ve kept shut inside I,Can’t seem to notice the brighter side.So,I smoke.Until the smoke becomes a canvas I can paint my dreams on.Even if it all disappears,Eventually.Inevitably… *Side Note* Hopefully everyone reading this right now is feeling good, doing... Continue Reading →

Hollow Knightz

Laying it all out on a page is rough when draft beers aren’t handy anymore.Trying to breathe and be a better person,But,There is barely any oxygen where I lay my head at night,While pondering my true feelings buried underneath the surface,Of my ailing heart.How,I’ve been crying while this world points and laughs at my pain... Continue Reading →

Perforated

I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →

Freewrite #27: A Rhyme & A Reason

Let's face it,They're dying inside!And,We're here silent and patient while they shout and cry... Still,Never do we wish harm on those that prayed to harm us.If we did,We wouldn't be free!Nor the best at what we do,Bar-none... Yea,Yea,Yea!We may not party,But,There's a reason why we stay behind,Away from a group we'll eventually end up sparring!Because,We... Continue Reading →

Deadly Curse

Too open. Like each pulsating wound on a body almost stabbed to death by broken promises. Pouring out fresh blood continuously regardless of their dates of print... Too open. Like the void within a mangled souled who's yet to find a family and home. Empty of the kind of love only another can bring... Too... Continue Reading →

Knivez Of All Kindz

Are we really alone?Is it only us?To whom do I owe,This life I must escape?A life of pain,A life of hate,A life rife with fake surroundings...Yet,All I'm curious for?Is,What's on the other side of that door?Those,Pearly Gates spoken of so much during one's momentary passing.A death,More like a transition into a realm profusely luminous,Whether Dark... Continue Reading →

Do I Deserve some?

Imagine looking out for your 10 year old nephew. Virtually all his life. Knowing his smile makes you happy, Still told you can't see him again... Said I wasn't a parent and unable to know what that love feels like... Never knew how to handle such pain, So, My only solution was taking my own... Continue Reading →

When Silence Speakz

Problem is, He's wrong if he feels suicidal, As if anyone is helping him keep his vitals pumping. He's wrong if he's down, Even if he's being kicked while he's hungry, To get back up and smile. He's wrong for just wanting time to heal. Time to heal from pain that doesn't seem to go... Continue Reading →

Suicidal Love

Mind at a ramble, When I scramble every thought of you. Why is it that I battle with my inner child, Anytime I think of losing you... It's true. I'm in love like never before. And, I'll do whatever takes to protect what God meshed in the spirit of loyalty. Understanding. Communication... Problem is, Knives... Continue Reading →

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