"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
All I can be is grateful for waking up and being given another chance to find myself and be who I truly am, whoever that is. Because, no matter of what I think and do, whoever I’ve become today is a person no one wants to deal with at any level in their lives… Being... Continue Reading →
I've been a bad person for the last several years,But,I'm not ashamed to admit it.Because,I'm committed to becoming a better person before I cease to exist in,This beautiful life I was given… Yet,I always peg myself with the question:Why am I alive when I could die right!Now…And,Nobody would know until my body is found… Still,Never... Continue Reading →
Swollen?Or,Is it filled to the very edge,The point of inevitable implosion?My true question is,Above all else,Can it swallow Its own eruption,My voice box?Gulping down that debris and wildfire until it’s put out by the tears still held hostage?Because,A shouting match against the demons in my mind is one I can no longer afford.Because…Only God knows... Continue Reading →
Mistakes were made,But,I have a question.Does it mean I'm barred from repentance,A chance to be accountable and make up for my reckless nature?Or,Do I have an opportunity to escape what is destined to break first!Before it all collapses on me… A Glasshouse was never meant to stay in one piece.Each wall is transparent enough to... Continue Reading →
At least,I didn't lose my hands,My feet,Nor any other part of my body. At least,I didn't lose my pen,My journal,Nor my mind. Thank God!That,All I lost were ten dollars and not,My precious life… A life I care more for,Now,As I pay for the mistake I've wrought with endless tears falling from my,Eyes…
"Eres mas lindo en el foto..." Well,Sorry,Not sorry!I didn't know that I was here to give you starry eyes,While I'm sparring with my demons.I'm just here for a job,A simple drop off that you complicated by the lust you are seeking.Yes!I couldn't help but peep it,Too.That fat ass and those brown curls,But,What I see in... Continue Reading →
Nowadays,I'm feeling good now that I pray more.Nothing else in my mind besides the hand that I raise for,A moment to write a line about the life that I crave for,A life I will live no matter what is on stage pouring out of my mind… Doesn't matter how dark the memory.I chose the light... Continue Reading →
Reputation already buried deep in the garden of a person equivalent to my being!My reflection.Reacting to everything I shouldn't ever pay attention to,As I rather put my two cents into an equation I've been trying to solve at the cost of my sanity and trending hues... Whether it be blue for the ink patching up... Continue Reading →
Reaching climax isn't so hard,When all one has to do is explore the body till you hit the right spot,On repeat.So easy to notice each curve bending your reality to fit in,Just right,Beside the woman you have dreamed to be your mistress.But,I have a question most are afraid to answer.What if I am absent of... Continue Reading →
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