"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
You really can't complain for the way your life is at this moment knowing there's a solution to everything.I don't believe we're ever confused about what's holding us back, what we need to change about ourselves. I believe we all know what that particular problem is and we're either too hesitant/ashamed to face it or... Continue Reading →
Guitars I don't strum,But,I pull on heart strings,Making anybody sing to the beat of their own drums.A musician I'm not,But,Making someone smile is instrumental to my life while I find a reason to live without much,To my name.After all,I' an artist full of pain,Painting a picture for anyone looking for more than a moment to... Continue Reading →
Genesis.Unable to be traced back no matter how often I reminisce,About what used to be between myself,And,A mistress I was messing with.Thoughts flying by at sonic speed while dipping into medicine.A coin flip propelling me towards the edge,Slipping into nightmares through sedatives,Exposing addiction to be the foretale to a story full of disastrous events,And,Bliss of... Continue Reading →
Blaming God for the world's travesties seems inocuous,Doesn't it?An idea we're inoculated by as if it's the cure for the world'scollective illness.As if pointing a finger towards our creator is our magic wand,Making our problems disappear.In reality,We awaken everyday with a choice.And,How unfortunate is it that some of us are enveloped by such insurmountable darkness,Coercing... Continue Reading →
Life's been pretty simple,Yet,Seemingly pointless.I've been doing the usual:Open mics,Open mics,And some more open mics,Yet I've performed less due to how I've been feeling.Monday was straight forward at KGB.Showed up after a twenty-nine and sixty-something cent meal at Burger Head.Paid for my seven dollar mini bottle of Canada Dry soda water.Sat down inside of the... Continue Reading →
What would I be without you both?Probably not much.A thought I don't like to imagine often,But,it comes across here and there every time I cough,And,Realize how neglectful I am of your presences,Yet,I have no idea how to take care of you both while I search for an answer.An answer so difficult to find when a... Continue Reading →
A year of abstinence from inhaling chronic to set the record straight.My vices aren't in charge as I doctor myself back to good health,And,Tune into the fate in which God has made for me by wrapping my palms around another page,Another pen,Another poem I recite as I find my way back home within a stage.No... Continue Reading →
Assimilation has never been my style.Quite frankly,I'd rather be what God intended me to be.A man free from labels I was once forced to believe,Would lead me through a path worthwhile.Labels like drunk,Pot head,And,Rich!When all I really was,Was a child who tripped and fell into a ditch,Never to be found again until I rose from... Continue Reading →
Boundaries.I didn't realize there were any after offering to console me.But,As usual.I' treated more like a game rather than a man with feelings trampled by loneliness,And,A need to run away.To run away from the presence of anyone where there's potential for a bond to be built upon...It seems like everyone is too tired to lay... Continue Reading →
Awakened.Triumphant.Alive!Withered.Lethargic.Dead inside...Repurposed.Reborn.A resurgence!Acceptance,Resilience.An excursion...Ascendance.Astonished.Free!Resurfaced.Appreciation.Peace...
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