Alarming Silence – Day 287, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,
But,
I never hear them.
Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,
And,
Emotions.
“When is this all going to end?”
Why am I still here?”
Not a single message to look forward to.
Zero voicemails wondering where I’ve been.
Just,
A screen as black as the empty,
Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint of joy like a hungry blackhole.
Wishing I’d wake up from whatever nightmare this is.
A nightmare where I forced myself to learn the value of friendship,
Love,
The hardway.
Making mistakes until I lost them all…
But,
There has to be some sort of light at the end of this road.
If only I can find it before both of my palms go cold…