"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,But,I never hear them.Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,And,Emotions."When is this all going to end?"Why am I still here?"Not a single message to look forward to.Zero voicemails wondering where I've been.Just,A screen as black as the empty,Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint... Continue Reading →
Catching Z's nowadays are better than being awake.There is nothing to my day,Besides an open mic with a mic I use,And,A home I've made on every stage I've been to.So,As I lay my head down while slipping into a dream,I can't lie by saying I'd like to wake up,And,Stay awake in this reality.A reality not... Continue Reading →
Spiritual warfare…What grandeur lies ahead as blood splatters on a battlefield where souls die,Knowing rest is not eternal?As we slip into a dream state,We wake,Whether or not our mind takes notice of the netherworld where soil is fertile,For human hearts rotting away!In its core.Or,Paradise we're bound for when following the word of the only King... Continue Reading →
Promises...I'm exhausted with,Making what I shouldn't keep while I'm lost in this,Thought process I've been trying to escape at all costs...Will it,Burn me alive,As I gas out and crash from being so sleep-deprived?Only God knows.All I know,Is the hard time I've been having,As I arrange a flow pattern,Used to depict a disaster,That couldn't be stopped... Continue Reading →
Loneliness.I'm attached to it the same way an apple is attached to the branch of a tree.Deeply rooted in soil as dead as the inner-child left dangling inside of me.Yet,Still.I'm watered by an entity I can't see.All I see is darkness while wobbling to its breath every time It breathes.In,And,Out,Until I fall off and roll... Continue Reading →
Just a few months ago,I was able to sit on this same chair,Wide-eyed,Energized for the peace and silence the day brings,When I' seated away from a glass house where a new shard cracks and falls each waking morning.New poem in mind,Ready for as many repititions it took for me to memorize,But,My eyelids feel heavier and... Continue Reading →
To uphold a facade,A farce,A mask,Is to commit murder against who you must accept if you are to live happy.But,Sadly,Most of us choose to voluntarily slaughter that person attempting to smile,Each time you step in front of a mirror where ever you go.A denial!So fatal.All to gain a prize without an appraisal.Without ever figuring out... Continue Reading →
Conscious.Aware.Maybe a bit too often.But,It's not as bad as I make it out to be.As lonely as it gets,In a world more than half asleep,Moving to a beatI want to see every sliver of gloom laid in front of me,And,Tune out what darkens the luminescence radiating from my beating heart…
I've conceded to the pleasures of being alone.In my own bubble making sure no one pops it.But,There's one thing left for me to do.One last mission for me to accomplish:Conquering my demons once and for all.Every tantalizing sin devouring my sanity as soon as I wake up from a nightmare imbuing my forehead in sweat... Continue Reading →
What must I do to get the sleep I need?I concede.To the battle I fight in a loose-leaf,While I turn the page to a life I was given so rudely… Birthed through my mother's denial of my existence.A child without any expectation to make it through unless I listened,To a way of being that would... Continue Reading →
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