Sleep Is Where Life’s At – Day 266, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Catching Z’s nowadays are better than being awake.
There is nothing to my day,
Besides an open mic with a mic I use,
And,
A home I’ve made on every stage I’ve been to.
So,
As I lay my head down while slipping into a dream,
I can’t lie by saying I’d like to wake up,
And,
Stay awake in this reality.
A reality not nearly as adventurous as a world conjured by a subconscious beaten by tragedies,
I’ forced to relive every single night.
Difference is,
When I close my eyes,
I can rewind,
And,
Change an outcome that’s only permanent when I’m conscious of a life,
Not many seem to care about.
What many call falling asleep,
I call a swim into a sea of possibilities of my choosing without any opportunity to drown.
Inside of my own tears as I ask God,
Why?
Every moment I solemnly look up at the clouds…