"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Lust is plastered onto each wall in my head like,The ugliest exhibit in a museum in which you have no say in it's removal.There for your viewing everytime you wander by the most curious isles of your delicate mind.All you can do is zoom through the echoes of failed intimacies,You feel doomed to repeat,Amongst your... Continue Reading →
Bewildered by the thought of Her enjoying her time right this second.While my heart,Mind and soul is cluttered by doom.Yet,I've fallen out of love years ago.How pathetic!Holding myself in contempt as a man doing his best to kill that version of himself,Who only knows how to destroy his own spirit.Left wondering why I'm even alive,Still…Feels... Continue Reading →
Sex is already weird to begin with as a man who stands by his prudence.What's weird is a human's need to mix fluids,Rather than diving deep!Into each other's mind while becoming fluent,In love languages most of us don't speak,Anymore… Weirdly enough,Romance is dead,In exchange for lust,Many buy into for a moment in bed,At the cost... Continue Reading →
Granules from a bittersweet reality sprinkle onto a smile I don't ever want to lose.But,As I sweat,From walking miles on end,I'm always tempted to lick the corner of my lips,While left sour-faced by the taste of each sip,Of my own failures…Still,Sources of water are scarce for a martyr.A loner.A man with no other choice,But,To walk... Continue Reading →
An abundance of cheese coagulates after sitting for several minutes and harms your flesh overtime.Blood does so to clog an open wound regardless of how careless we become.Even after death,Rigor-mortis,The warmth in our bodies stay put as each flailing pound of skin goes cold.There's,Something special about the lives we live,What fuels us to move forward... Continue Reading →
Do you want me for me?Or,Am I that guy you believe won't ignore you regardless of the circumstance?Am I just a tool you know,Deep down inside,Won't screw around with a heart you desire to fill a void for?Forgive me…I only ask because,I can't remember the last time someone reach out to catch up,Even though I've... Continue Reading →
As the kettle gets too hot to handle while the whistle blows,Hawks fly in flocks as the heat from war rises.But,As sweet as it sounds,That moment arrives where they must depart.Isolated inside the belly of the Beast.And,Never shall they know when they're attacked by their own.Once a territory's been seized by One,Who knows what they'll... Continue Reading →
Loneliness.I'm attached to it the same way an apple is attached to the branch of a tree.Deeply rooted in soil as dead as the inner-child left dangling inside of me.Yet,Still.I'm watered by an entity I can't see.All I see is darkness while wobbling to its breath every time It breathes.In,And,Out,Until I fall off and roll... Continue Reading →
Full of feces I am,But,Still I clean up after everybody's mess without a single complaint.I just,Roll along regardless of the abuse I'm forced to take.Because,As soon as I'm gone after everything you've eaten for the day,You're going to wish you had me back,Either way!So,Flush my existence as you desire until your hands are numb.All I... Continue Reading →
Insanity!How others splash onto me in thought of their own vanity.But,It's what I'm here for,After all.To provide a sense of relief when life becomes a bit too hot to handle.Rather than swimming inside of their own perilous mind,They can take a dip inside of love I yearn to provide while seagulls squawk above Me.While sunrays... Continue Reading →
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