"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Home feels like,An ash tray where we litter our bridges lit by the embers we ignite,Whether it's the sunshine or,Mary Jane wrapped in a sheet of anger you choose to let simmer and burn her… Left in the dust!Was I,Within a home I could never call my own,As my old soul grew aware of the... Continue Reading →
Nowadays,I'm feeling good now that I pray more.Nothing else in my mind besides the hand that I raise for,A moment to write a line about the life that I crave for,A life I will live no matter what is on stage pouring out of my mind… Doesn't matter how dark the memory.I chose the light... Continue Reading →
Time to handle these emotions with class,Now that I'm grown with a new set of principles in the palm of my hands.Life's been the hardest teacher I have had to bypass,And live within a dream only my eyes can see while I put it in a rap!Covering my wounds.Wounds opened by every friend that wasn't... Continue Reading →
Burnout is definitely real,According to my heart and mind so exhausted from uttering a single sentence,Alongside a voice hurting for some silence.A voice urging me to keep quiet before it blows!And,Leaves my life scattered on the ground in more pieces than I can ever count.It just,Took longer than it should've,My escape from my own mental... Continue Reading →
Don’t quite know what God wants from me.Everyday I wake up with purpose in mind,But,Still puzzled as to why I must go fourth with what my heart aches for.An escape from thoughts more crippling than a car speeding one-hundred miles per hour,Zipping right passed your shattered shins flying over to the other side of the... Continue Reading →
You can't imagine all the pain that I bear.While everybody thinks I'm an animal feeding off of despair,All I am is just a man grown sick and tired of looking for apologies others wouldn't care to give.So,I've isolated.Stayed away what would not embrace me while aggravated,By a dysfunctional family,Demons who rather bestow insanity upon me!... Continue Reading →
Imagine being the guy no one reaches out to.The guy everybody ignores anytime there's a holiday,Even if it is his birthday too.How awful it feels to be forgotten.How daunting it is to be wrong in the eyes of every who used to love you… Heartbreaking,Yes!But,That's me.A reality I've had to let sink and fill my... Continue Reading →
When your legs fall asleep without ever knowing when they’ll wake up?An odd feeling I choose over anger and frustration.At least,I can deal with numbness and be functional.Can’t smile,But,I wish you the best while I keep my distance.My hands gently flow across a page no matter how much they fidget.Because,By the end of it all?I... Continue Reading →
Fear.A feeling most abhor for as long as they live,Yet,Success is never gained without it.But,What I am afraid of,Is not a man nor women who has made up,A character,More like the pariah we avoid to save the,Bits and pieces left of our sanity!With God’s wrath looming over our sins,I’m scared of what will be taken... Continue Reading →
Silence really is the only "end all, Cure all" solution to the war of words between yourself and your personal demons. No other solution makes sense for a battle only your regrets can win, Finding yourself asking afterwards, "Just,What if I did this or made that happened?" A conundrum that has and never will be... Continue Reading →
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