"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Cry all you'd like,But,No amount of tears will drown away the pain in a set of eyes,Many stare into,Yet,Will never know the reason why.Why you shiver and ache before falling into slumber.Why you hide on your bed underneath your cozy covers.Why you don't desire to get up as you decide to skip your supper.And,That's okay.There's... Continue Reading →
Yea,Yea...I used to believe that I was invincible,Until my soul was peppered by lacerations only God had the love,And,Power to stitch back together.So much love God had for me,To allow my mind,And,Heart to bleed out every bit of disdain I couldn't weather.Until I acknowledged the only one who reigns.A wrestling match against an opponent I... Continue Reading →
Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,But,I never hear them.Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,And,Emotions."When is this all going to end?"Why am I still here?"Not a single message to look forward to.Zero voicemails wondering where I've been.Just,A screen as black as the empty,Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint... Continue Reading →
How do I survive?Every single night without a woman to suffice,My need for a touch deeper than the high,I get from a climax coming down like,Any other drug?All I want is love.And,A moment where I flush,Every ounce of blood,As red as the cheek of my beloved when I pucker up,And,Lay a kiss on the forehead... Continue Reading →
Crumbs.At least,Mine are bigger than what birds tend to eat.Being angry is a choice,But,It's a choice I don't have to make while I still have the blessing to breathe.And,It's not all about perspective.It's about,Acknowledging what I have in front of what I invest in,The plate feeding into a character with ego making a mess of,A... Continue Reading →
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
