"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A prism.A prism is what I feel like on most days.Just,An empty piece of glass the sun shines its light through.Light others get to see,In a multitude of bright colors,Orange,Yellow,Red,Purple,Pink.A beautiful mesh of hope,And,Faith I wish I was able to witness myself.But,I can't.All I can do is continue to illuminate the joy others claim to... Continue Reading →
Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,But,I never hear them.Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,And,Emotions."When is this all going to end?"Why am I still here?"Not a single message to look forward to.Zero voicemails wondering where I've been.Just,A screen as black as the empty,Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint... Continue Reading →
Sadness.Sadness is that half-empty glass of water giving life to a waning heart dry of all kinds of love spoken.That half-empty glass of water you'll never choke on regardless of how it's poured in.Into an esophagus sore from crying for hours on end,With bulging eyes getting too tired to open.And,I know it all too well.Because,Because,I'm... Continue Reading →
Communicating with what appears to be a mannequin.A voice box appears to be present as long as you press the right buttons without any damage.Yet,No matter what I say,The response will always be the same.So,Why even bother talking until the point of rage crawling up my spine?Silence,In this case,Seems so divine.I'd rather sit down,And,Write a... Continue Reading →
What if you're not crazy?What if you are hearing those voices exactly how your mind interprets them to be?What if that laughter piercing through your eardrums isn't as jovial as you believed,Far from any kind of unison with yours? What then?Do you proceed to spark war between yourself and others you want to love?Or,Do you... Continue Reading →
A valentine sweeter than the moment your tastebuds touch upon icing on a cake you've been waiting to be served.A valentine who gifts you the roses you deserve,Regardless if you've succeeded or not in a journey of redemption you've earned.A valentine who wants to be your valentine every single day passing by as we thirst,For... Continue Reading →
Staring into the sun going blind,By the beauty it shines,Sounds more appealing,Staring into a cave of bewilderment without an ending in sight.But,Who am I to claim what's better for anyone?I'm still having trouble looking up at a sky without dreading what's,All in my head.Failure my thoughts conjure up,While I lay inert on my bed,Praying for... Continue Reading →
As quick as blood boils,It coagulates.So,I saturate my mind with a fluid flow amputating bodies of work,Armed with a sense of disaster that'll charm the Beasts of this planet Earth… Monsters are everywhere,Nowadays.But,To attract that of which is humane,From a conclave of Typhons,Mustn't we disemble what fires and destroy what might exhaust,The small amounts of... Continue Reading →
Her memory is blurried whenever I try to remember her glowing cheeks rising upward.Yet,I remember how detached she was from the Tornado of worry swooping everyone struck by storms of deceit,Plastered on every television screen… Such beauty my mind,Eyes,Can only pixelate underneath Her cowgirl hat as she flew by past me.Bringing my daily ramble to... Continue Reading →
"Get up!"My mind yells yet,Can't find the motivation to rise fast enough.I don't know why,Nor do I care to find out.I'm exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.I just…Want to jump to my feet,And,Wash my face without contemplating why I'm even awake,Asking myself If I'll ever be happy again or,If I'll ever... Continue Reading →
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