"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
An after thought in her eyes once shimmering in love when looking toward my way.A ghost floating past a vessel familiar to my palms now bleeding from the grip of my inner rage,Flaring out in episodes as an outcast,Gone mad and all that!As I bind together ideas for the escape of the century…
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Tricked! I was. At least, It’s how I feel internally. Tricked to believe that I was loved unconditionally by the one who promised to never run away, regardless of our circumstance. So many dark truths coming to light only to find that, I was the “monster” lurking through her shadows of happiness… “I would’ve stayed... Continue Reading →
Coming clean to my Ex about breaking our promise, In less than 24 hours? Wasn't easy as I'd hope. But, It had to be done. Especially, After months and months of feeling destroyed by the woman I loved... Desperate was I to find salvation for a heart being teared apart by the sounds of her... Continue Reading →
I see her smile from cheek to cheek and think of how distinct I am from the world around me... How I've always been a geek, Yet addicted to the street, Never any time to focus on my own smile to attract my well-deserved queen... Or, Do I even deserve one? With the surplus of... Continue Reading →
Whenever I think about those angelic eyes, Slowly batting above your cheeks risen by Cupid's Arrow, In hopes that it carried my name, My heart paints a picture where I covet your smile like a delicate Tulip with my palms, after being washed by her love... As we connect our two lips together, Until we... Continue Reading →
Been so mad at women nowadays, But, It's time to understand why. By rewinding back time a little bit and shine light at who I once thought of as divine. The one who had my heart for 5 years without a doubt until my very own eyes, Became more moist every moment I wrote a... Continue Reading →
Do you remember me? Do you still have me in your memories, When you need a smile, A thought worth while! Or, Are you still sick of me?... I only ask because you're still in my mind. Haven't forgotten about that moment. Our hearts intertwined. So, I can only imagine that my image floats around... Continue Reading →
Pockets full of dimes, Although, Worthless. Rocking my bed at night, As a pro at work with, A state of mind so fragile. Thinking I'm ready for commitment, Yet, Truth be told? I've been more fond of raffles, Bagging different numbers until I hit the jackpot, But, I'm baffled... At my lack of satisfaction, While... Continue Reading →
Feels like an eternity ever since you've been gone. The only woman I've ever given my entire heart to, Just to end up doing you wrong... I guess, I've always wanted to rewrite my mistakes. A chance to show you that I am no where near a grave. No where near that dark place, Where... Continue Reading →
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