Sometimes I ask myself,"Am I still alive?"I haven't seen my shadow for a whilr,Ever since you said good-byr.Can't help,But,To think,"Did I waste my life?"Chasing who I thought was my other half.Ripped apart from my palm while I held a knife on the other hand.Not realizing it was I who split us down a middle I... Continue Reading →
Madness Of Solitude – Day 270, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
Solitude.Isolation.A super power in a world over-stimulated by social ties choking their senses until the point of oblivion.Does it mean I've steered away from interaction?No.It just means I have a drive speeding towards peace while I'm on a road full of too many infractions.I've had enough relationships.My situation is too complicated for most to understand... Continue Reading →
Lonely Sunday Drives – Day 256, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
The lonely road. Our spirits were never built for it, But our mind and flesh adapt for each bump we drive over as a means of survival,Unless we wish to die.I get it...How disappointing it is to wake up with no one by your side.How our lips ache for another's before laying our heads down... Continue Reading →
Burning Pupils – Day 251, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
Haven't wanted to live for quite a while.Because,The feeling of breathing is soothing only if there's smoke flowing through my lungs.Love?Lost in pyros of pain ignited in the name of lust.One flick of my lighter,Still,Doesn't seem like it's enough to burn away these thoughts cluttering my mind while I crush,Buds while picturing everyone I've put... Continue Reading →
Music For The Sober – Day 242, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
Everything else is better than sex,Drugs,Alcohol,Whatever gets you high for that matter.Back when they were all I thought about,My reality had shattered.Anytime I looked into a mirror,I was cracked further away from repair,Every second I stared into a man I believed wasn't there,Any longer...Anytime I hear glasses cling,As a sober man nowadays,It's music to my... Continue Reading →
How Does One Know? – Day 240, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz (In Progress)
She wants me,She wants me not.Question is,Do I even want her as I break free from the lock,She's had on my mind?...
Such An Ugly Photo – Day 237, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
I don't believe I'll ever experience true love,Again.Maybe,I'm bound to die alone,Withering away inside of a casket pigeons try their best to pick at.But,I can't help it.Lost,Is the art of catching a woman's attention.Still the same man as I used to be,Yet,Not as handsome as others found me years ago.What happened?...Why am I no good?...Earlier... Continue Reading →
Dollar Store Bags – Day 223, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
Flimsy.Ripping at the slightest tension.Such weak garbage bags I keep for baggage I carry,As heavy as each rejection I've suffered,Been blessed with,However I feel during the moment.It's why I change them as fast as I can,Before debris scatters all over my floor,Out of my control.Kind of like,My emotions encountering a new palm I grab,With a... Continue Reading →
Games I Don’t Want To Play – Day 222, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
If some women were Yu-Gi-Oh cards,They'd be pots of greed.If some women were a deck of playing cards,They'd be a Royal Flush and flush your life down a drain,And,Aim for the weeds.If some women were uno cards they'd be the reverse,And,Rehearse an excuse to leave as soon as your wallet gets a little too lean!Regardless... Continue Reading →
A Story To Be Read – Day 214, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz
There's an innocence resting in her eyes I don't quite know how to explain. But, I'm mystified by her smile nonetheless. Not a clue I have of who she is,Yet,I would like to know.Her eyes withhold a story to tell,And,Luckily for me,I've grown to be a reader the older I get.I can't help,But,Wonder what the... Continue Reading →
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