Purple & Blue – Day 204, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Bewildered by the thought of Her enjoying her time right this second.
While my heart,
Mind and soul is cluttered by doom.
Yet,
I’ve fallen out of love years ago.
How pathetic!
Holding myself in contempt as a man doing his best to kill that version of himself,
Who only knows how to destroy his own spirit.
Left wondering why I’m even alive,
Still…
Feels as if my tears glitter by the sound of her laughter in my head.
As if my pain is her amusement while bruised by the sight of Her smile.
Funny enough,
Purple is my favorite color,
Anyway.
Chances are,
I was meant to suffer this long so that I can learn how to enjoy my day,
The same way she does without me…