"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Vaulted, Was I, In the middle of this Hurricane. Wet, As tears dripped from the sky... Still, Calm I became... I thought I was her Universe... The star glistening amongst darkness Mother Earth, Is surrounded by... But, Just like that, Your light dwindled as I lost my way back, To a home no longer present...... Continue Reading →
It's one of those mornings where I kind of have to apologize for not having so many words. At this moment? I just really feel hurt. And, All I can ask myself is, Does any human in this world love me. For me? And nothing else...
I don't really like being outside, Unless it is cold. Kind of feels like a monster keeps stalking me everywhere I go... My heart beats. And beats... And beats... While all of my tears flow. Left, Right, Down as the wind blows... A villain in her eyes, Misunderstood by the unknown trapped inside of my... Continue Reading →
Taking the moment to sit down and free-write is such an important task I forget to do often. Releasing every single demon rotting in the darkest pits inside my chest. A piece you kind of just, let go. Gone with the wind without a single record kept. Especially, when all you can think about is... Continue Reading →
Pockets full of dimes, Although, Worthless. Rocking my bed at night, As a pro at work with, A state of mind so fragile. Thinking I'm ready for commitment, Yet, Truth be told? I've been more fond of raffles, Bagging different numbers until I hit the jackpot, But, I'm baffled... At my lack of satisfaction, While... Continue Reading →
If I wanted her back and asked for that to happen, Will it? I only ask because I do. If only you'd touch my heart and feel it... Because, I am not the villain she paints me to be in a world full of blood spillage... Maybe, The splatter of another splashed by her image,... Continue Reading →
Life for us was, Shambolic. Full of hysteria more than love on most occasions. Felt like I had eaten more insults during dinner-time more than food. But, Maybe, Those were the fruits of life I've needed... Because, No longer is my heart at the mercy of her manipulation. Freed from the grips of a woman,... Continue Reading →
Floating off the deep end. Into shallow waters where I'm reapin', The benefits of different rhythms flowing off a tongue that is creased in, The moment where I'm thinking of a woman, Scorned, Referred to as the former... Yet, She couldn't take the plethoras of ways how I form words, Into my reality while I... Continue Reading →
I kind of met the woman of my dreams, But, Wish I never did. Her curls are so beautiful, But, My mind's wrapped up in the thought of exiting from this, Reality that doesn't seem to quite like me, While I'm fighting for peace... Her voice is as sweet as my favorite piece of chocolate,... Continue Reading →
Love. Often think about if love in this day and age is dead. Dead in a family-like sense. Like, Do we just love ourselves, or are we just afraid of loving each other during times so divided? Maybe, it's an unlikely fusion of both... Of course, we must love ourselves no matter what crisis may... Continue Reading →
