Blessings of Pain

Prayers often commence when there seems to be no option left.When most want their dream car,That winning lotto ticket,Or,Their own dosage of attention to feel better about themselves.But,As our tears begin pouring oceans without shallow waters, many tend to drown inside their own resentment…I guess,At times,We forget how much of a blessing it is!To experience... Continue Reading →

Scrambled Eggs, No Bacon.

Scrambled.Although I’ve escaped my shell,My emotions have been more than what I could normally handle.Being egged on by lies coercing me to shout and scream until I,Cry…How can they not be?I’d walk in a different fashion,But,I’m worn out from everyone who mocks me.Struggling to quit a habit that prompts me to pant till I pass... Continue Reading →

Pain Is Honest

Do you know why others hate it when you're too honest with your pain? Because, Most carry shame for their past while you're brave enough to face it, To able to live happily another day. So, We are forced to stand tall, Alone. Dealing with trials and tribulations with a smile we fake until we... Continue Reading →

Dreamz I’ll Never Trade

Just,Imagine.Waking up,Without a fuss,And a family waiting to love you.With a simple kiss,Alleviating this,Pain that I feel!Whenever loneliness becomes heavy enough to crush you… A dream I’d like to have,Replacing nightmares where I stand,Engulfed in flames…A monster like myself only cries butane,Ignited by its fiery nature,As both of my pupils wearily observe the combustion of... Continue Reading →

A Breeze? You Wish! (Revised)

How do I break the algorithm? Weed so deep in my mind this instant, Most likely I'll permit it, While these memories convince me to quit it... Memories flashing in front of my eyes, Denying my two cents at the cost of my life! The price... Of sitting and swigging a bottle, Splitting a cigar... Continue Reading →

Crushed Too Many Grapez

A break from insanity is what I feel I need,But,I'm always in a zone of joy anytime I conceive,A line birthed from many growing pains,Cracks in my picture frame,I couldn't put back or,So it seemed... Because,Haven't you been shattered by truth before?If I tell my truths to the other side of my fence,Will the walls... Continue Reading →

Only Love Is Pure

Hard to think about what’s pure,Because,I will never be.Although I plan to reach for the skies,My lord,I don’t know if I’ll ever pass that brink,Even if God shows me that I will… Will I ever think of a better way?Yes!But,I do wonder if I’ll make it through a night without feeling any pain.So grueling it... Continue Reading →

Appreciation

Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!

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