Just In Case

Ever wanted to leave a note, Just in case? A simple note just saying, "Hey, I'm sorry for doing what I did. I didn't mean to keep drinking those drinks, Even though I knew I probably wouldn't wake up again..." I know, So grim. But, You never know which bottle that'll put you to sleep... Continue Reading →

One Of Those Damn Dayz

Even though you're aware of those feelings, You still feel them and it's never pleasurable. It just means, You're more in control through moments of despair. In control of reactions that make the Human flesh weak. No matter how, Out of control, Your situation is... At the end of it all. All I want to... Continue Reading →

Duke Nukem

Tired of drama. Sitting in silence when I just want a, Chance to breathe, Like I should be doing. Nicking apples in my garden like Patrick Ewing. Trying to keep it moving, Till I'm centered on my own block... I just want to get away and jot, A story I decide to be the Author... Continue Reading →

Suicide Notez

Have you ever had a pain, In your head, That doesn't go away? For days. Weeks. Months at a time while becoming crazed, Internally? What is truly hurting me? The question driving me insane, Into fits of rage. Clothed by my anger and the memories I hate... Can't remember when I didn't have them. Havent... Continue Reading →

Darkest Hourz

Eerie it feels when you reach out and don't get an answer. Afterwards, you turn kind of zombie like and just stare at the next wall that you see. Darkness embodies your mind as you no longer can reach for that phone for anyone who decides to call back. Then, thoughts and decisions come to... Continue Reading →

Throwing Rockz At A Glass House

What's the point in building a house where destruction lies? I sleep in the middle of debree. The minute I step foot on ground, Glass cuts, I scream. Cold, Winds I breathe, Life isn't as sweet, As once thought when glass walls shatter... I'm just trying to get up out my mind... I'm trying to... Continue Reading →

Chamberz Of Pain

A stage, Is not a stage, But, A chamber of healing. I've bled. Lost my sense of hearing momentarily, As my voice box felt like it was coming to a close. All to pour out a tsunami that seemed virtually endless from the inner depths of my bleeding heart. But, One thing is for sure.... Continue Reading →

Revenge, Sweeter Than Juice…

Am I suicidal at the moment? Or, Is the Lion inside seeking reprisal, For locking him away? I was only trying to prevent self-inflicted pain, But, Nowadays, A garden floriferous with Roses seems fitting, As more thoughts of happiness dies...

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