"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Bewildered by the thought of Her enjoying her time right this second.While my heart,Mind and soul is cluttered by doom.Yet,I've fallen out of love years ago.How pathetic!Holding myself in contempt as a man doing his best to kill that version of himself,Who only knows how to destroy his own spirit.Left wondering why I'm even alive,Still…Feels... Continue Reading →
Sex is already weird to begin with as a man who stands by his prudence.What's weird is a human's need to mix fluids,Rather than diving deep!Into each other's mind while becoming fluent,In love languages most of us don't speak,Anymore… Weirdly enough,Romance is dead,In exchange for lust,Many buy into for a moment in bed,At the cost... Continue Reading →
Do you want me for me?Or,Am I that guy you believe won't ignore you regardless of the circumstance?Am I just a tool you know,Deep down inside,Won't screw around with a heart you desire to fill a void for?Forgive me…I only ask because,I can't remember the last time someone reach out to catch up,Even though I've... Continue Reading →
Her response was pithy as I declined her offer.How I was simply a coward for not swapping fluids,Lip to lip,Tongue to tongue,As my intentions were softer than she'd realized.Hard for her body I wasn't,More so curious for her insights,On life,Instead of intertwining beneath bedsheets I still need time to fix.But,I must admit.My spine was as... Continue Reading →
Apple bottoms come at a price.Take a bite,And,They might just be the 'spitter' you weren't looking for.They may be as bitter as you've been with taste buds expecting something sweet.But,How will we ever know unless we go for the unknown?What if you come across an apple falling far from a tree,Rolling right next to your... Continue Reading →
She speaks in Poetry,Coercing me to smile often…A grin I've left in a coffin,While I rest,Every night,Hoping God would defrost this…Ice block he placed exactly where my heart is… Numb to Emotion,I've been,As I lie in another's deceit.But,She makes me feel again,When she recommends,My hands to wrap around her waist and release,All the tension that's... Continue Reading →
The relationship ended,As if everything was my fault,But,You wouldn't show the message revealing every single wrong!You've committed against me.Such a good front being that you couldn't back your emotions with facts you were dressing,With lies hiding your disloyalty.I may have done what I've done,But,At least I was honorable and told the truth when I needed... Continue Reading →
Interwoven with her in spirit,Whoever she is.My soulmate.Such,A wonderful woman I imagine her to be.A much better person than I can ever dream of being… Yet,Never can I make out her picture quite clearly.I may have preferences,Yes,But,All I see is light eradicating every ounce of Darkness shrouding my existence.A light transforming itself into the brightest... Continue Reading →
"You are my muse, Yet, Because of you? I have everything to lose, And I feel like I lost it all... Slip, Trip and fall was sequential, As I thought I was sanctified, In your arms forever. Yet, Every hug felt clandestine and tethered to an escape planned underneath my nose... My heroin. Can I... Continue Reading →
Her absence felt closer to paradise than any promise ever told to a broken heart,For who I once had known,No longer exists...
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