"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Enjoying life without an audience has been tumultuous lately.Why?Knowing how lonely I like to be,I find myself around more people while having a harder time to breathe.Sort of like,Demons closing in on me,Without a weapon to push back an attack only I can see,Inside of my head.How exhausting...How exhausted I am,To even wake and pick... Continue Reading →
Her response was pithy as I declined her offer.How I was simply a coward for not swapping fluids,Lip to lip,Tongue to tongue,As my intentions were softer than she'd realized.Hard for her body I wasn't,More so curious for her insights,On life,Instead of intertwining beneath bedsheets I still need time to fix.But,I must admit.My spine was as... Continue Reading →
Walking endlessly for miles on end,Is all I can do as a man,Lost in thought,Without anyone I can call a friend.I've never been an athlete,Nor had any patience to learn how to dance,Each,Moment I've had in my life was spent pondering life's mysteries,While taking a stroll down a street where I felt like road kill…... Continue Reading →
Ties,Ties,Ties!They just don't suit me right.Feels more like,A noose choking to death,The kind of tranquil man I yearn to become in a world ran by financial success and duress,And…A suit is not part of who I am,Nor ever will it be for as long as I hold a journal and a pen… It's the only... Continue Reading →
Irresponsible beyond belief I have been,Knowing how others admired my clarity.I thought I could roll a joint from time to time,As I unwind with a certified dyme!But,I've paid the price for many tragedies… Glass homes shattering as I lay beneath it's roof collapsing!From every cry for help I've shouted,For hours,Each passing night.Losing hold of a... Continue Reading →
Her lips form a sheath with a smirk,Dangerously risen.And,When they part,Sharp daggers fly,While my joy is dismissed… No mercy,She shows as she gloats over misfortunes my sanity is shadowed by.Flesh is her food,And she'll eat it with as much malice intent needed… It always took two to tango,But,Our music stopped,While she let my hands go…... Continue Reading →
Ever been so depressed where you couldn't even squeeze tooth paste out of its tube,Just because it took time away from doing absolutely nothing at all?Or,Having difficulty eating without smoking a plethora of enormous joints as big as each open wound on your ailing body?An accolade you'd hate to give those demons waltzing all across... Continue Reading →
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