What do I wish for as the star others claim me to be? On most days, I’m darkened by visions of an abyss I’m trapped in while I rake in a seed, Into a ground split open by thunderous cries I’m not able to contain, And, Release! Internally while I walk rampant, Shouting for these desires to cease… Every desire to flee from existence, While I find no reason in mine, Regardless of a hand too persistent, To find one. Digging through a bible urging for my acceptance of God’s grace, Undergoing repentance for sins that numb the pain… But, I’m restless from how numb I became. All I want to do is feel, Someone’s touch as I’m desperate to heal, Every open wound bleeding enough for me to have a taste, Of a life I have sealed inside of a cage, As each wall cracks, And, Cracks. Revealing a single beam of light peeking through, Taking notice of a truth I have come to understand… There are millions upon millions of stars, And, All He’s ever wanted me to see is, How I’m a reflection of each, Illuminated no matter how dark it has gotten…
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