"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Cry all you'd like,But,No amount of tears will drown away the pain in a set of eyes,Many stare into,Yet,Will never know the reason why.Why you shiver and ache before falling into slumber.Why you hide on your bed underneath your cozy covers.Why you don't desire to get up as you decide to skip your supper.And,That's okay.There's... Continue Reading →
Hi,Grandma!It's your grandson checking in.Lately,I haven't had many people I can speak to while I keep steady with,A palm shaking as I write poem,After poem,While my mind goes blank worrying for the readiness,I must prepare for when heading into a room full of people I don't want to see.Forgive me,But,That includes the family you've built.I... Continue Reading →
Dejected,Rejected.Whichever adjective you pick,They'll both work the same.As I isolate from a world causing the kind of pain most don't come back from,Here I am,Alone in a daze.But,Not the kind where I'd hide behind a tree underneath some shade.The kind where you separate from a world,Taking refuge under God's palm while phased,By flesh calling for... Continue Reading →
What do I wish for as the star others claim me to be?On most days,I'm darkened by visions of an abyss I'm trapped in while I rake in a seed,Into a ground split open by thunderous cries I'm not able to contain,And,Release!Internally while I walk rampant,Shouting for these desires to cease...Every desire to flee from... Continue Reading →
The lonely road. Our spirits were never built for it, But our mind and flesh adapt for each bump we drive over as a means of survival,Unless we wish to die.I get it...How disappointing it is to wake up with no one by your side.How our lips ache for another's before laying our heads down... Continue Reading →
If I told any of you that I want to live,It'd be a lie as big as saying how I want to end my existence.To improve,Enhance my experience,Is what I desire most.But,Do I deserve it?Is the question.And,As much as I enjoy waking up,I just feel like I shouldn't.Finding reasons to open my eyes and get... Continue Reading →
Chit-chatter.Gossip.Labels.Stigmas.What do they matter when you're doing all that you can to keep it together?They may stick for a while,But,With enough solution,The adhesive loosens,And,There you have it.An opportunity to strip off the jealousy and hatred of another vows to dress you in.Nothing's permanent…Not a single flailing desire.Not a single bead of sweat dripping from pressure... Continue Reading →
You can push me,Kick me,Stab me,Shoot me,But,I'll still stand up as long as I have an ounce of breath left.You may hate me,But,I love you either way as I keep my distance from your detestation for my existence.I refuse to be rattled by your desire to see my life buried by the debris from your... Continue Reading →
Withered and abandoned.With a rope,As thick as my sinful arms,To hang from.Plagued with a choice every single day I wake up from a vision had of,A restful life upon the gift God gave me.A pen,A journal,And,A chance to share a testimony possessing the power to make each,Frown in front of me dissipate into oblivion.A story... Continue Reading →
Interwoven with her in spirit,Whoever she is.My soulmate.Such,A wonderful woman I imagine her to be.A much better person than I can ever dream of being… Yet,Never can I make out her picture quite clearly.I may have preferences,Yes,But,All I see is light eradicating every ounce of Darkness shrouding my existence.A light transforming itself into the brightest... Continue Reading →
