Don’t Mind Me – Day 219, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

If I told any of you that I want to love,
It’d be a lie as big as saying how I want to end mt existence.
To improve,
Enhance my experience,
Is what I desire most.
But,
Do I deserve it?
Is the question.
And,
As much as I enjoy waking up,
I just feel like I shouldn’t.
Finding reasons to open my eyes and get up from bed become more scarce by the day.
Mornings are exactly what they sound like when who you love,
Dies.
Yet,
Who am I to complain?
I’m a man gifted a view of the sun without bombs and gun flares lighting up the sky.
Regardless of my pain,
Why should it ever matter if I’m still alive…
With the blessing of another opportunity to write a line…
Allowing paper to soak up my tears,
Instead of my restless eyes going dry…