"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Endless valleys.Darkness rising is eternal,Yet,I rally.Till the sun sets again,And again,Through dreams I gladly allow to overflow,And,Look past each sin that will die easier than I've once believed...Here I am.Gleaming through the exellence of his love.Every tear he's given,Has become an ocean to drink from,Anytime I'm thirsty because of droughts I've caused by the whiplash... Continue Reading →
A prism.A prism is what I feel like on most days.Just,An empty piece of glass the sun shines its light through.Light others get to see,In a multitude of bright colors,Orange,Yellow,Red,Purple,Pink.A beautiful mesh of hope,And,Faith I wish I was able to witness myself.But,I can't.All I can do is continue to illuminate the joy others claim to... Continue Reading →
Watching each window intently is what I do as I sit in my car every night before going back home.Moat are dark,Without mystery besides what I make up inside of my mind.Some are lit by a light left on while not a single body makes itself present for me to see.But,There's always one,Or,Two where someone... Continue Reading →
Darkness consumes every space behind any door you're reluctant to enter.But,How will you ever know what truly lies on the other side,Besides going inside,And,Witnessing for yourself?Our presence isn't welcomed everywhere we go,Yet,There is no other way to know,Other than enduring an answer we must find,Before that curiosity eats us alive.Because,Most of the time there are... Continue Reading →
Enjoying life without an audience has been tumultuous lately.Why?Knowing how lonely I like to be,I find myself around more people while having a harder time to breathe.Sort of like,Demons closing in on me,Without a weapon to push back an attack only I can see,Inside of my head.How exhausting...How exhausted I am,To even wake and pick... Continue Reading →
Communicating with what appears to be a mannequin.A voice box appears to be present as long as you press the right buttons without any damage.Yet,No matter what I say,The response will always be the same.So,Why even bother talking until the point of rage crawling up my spine?Silence,In this case,Seems so divine.I'd rather sit down,And,Write a... Continue Reading →
If I told any of you that I want to live,It'd be a lie as big as saying how I want to end my existence.To improve,Enhance my experience,Is what I desire most.But,Do I deserve it?Is the question.And,As much as I enjoy waking up,I just feel like I shouldn't.Finding reasons to open my eyes and get... Continue Reading →
Do you want me for me?Or,Am I that guy you believe won't ignore you regardless of the circumstance?Am I just a tool you know,Deep down inside,Won't screw around with a heart you desire to fill a void for?Forgive me…I only ask because,I can't remember the last time someone reach out to catch up,Even though I've... Continue Reading →
Blood pressure rises,But,What we want is to bring it back down,And,Keep it at the lowest level possible until it's time to run towards that horizon,At the end of a tunnel we're all inside of...Paths chosen for us by every decisive moment had,Within a subconscious we don't have much control over as much as we'd like... Continue Reading →
Fluorescent lights radiating off of joints I don't desire,No longer illuminate the darkness surrounding me.Regardless of its tip providing a certain direction while engulfed in flames.I'd rather wander aimlessly,Instead of walking towards a cliff I couldn't climb back up from.How pleasant it would be to know exactly where I'm headed towards,But,What does it matter if... Continue Reading →
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