Enjoying anything in life is harder than it seems when,All you feel is dejection.Dejection others turn a blind eye toward regardless of affection they may have for you.How do I smile when watching a movie?How do I laugh at a joke I find funny without forcing it?How do I even eat food and feel satisfied... Continue Reading →
Forsakenness
A reflection was needed more than a rhyme with how erratic,Yet,Predictable they have been.They,A family wretched in nature while ridden by demons who've they've joined forces with.Dead of dreams while smothering any hint of light beaming towards their person… What am I to do?How do I escape the clutches of withered souls who quench their... Continue Reading →
Rain Of Terror
God is everything.And,I'm not a preacher trying to reach you.More like a teacher already tested by life trying to teach youth.Really,Whomever may come across me while I seek truth... Yet,How do you obtain it?The trend most are into nowadays in,A city bound to cave in to temptations,Of raising a cup of Koolaid up to our... Continue Reading →
Time To Stop The Party!
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Relieved
A relief! To be isolated so much so, That, I can die today, This very moment! And, Not a single soul would know... If anyone wonders how and why I'm so sure of this, Just, Look at my call logs and check the conversations I was having. Ask yourself, "Who did he call and who... Continue Reading →
Me, Myself & Poetry 2
No one ever wants to lay down on a cold brick,Trapped behind bars within an insane asylum fitting all the demons you can think of inside of your own head wondering,Will I ever get out?Even if you do escape for whatever reason,It’s a flashback striking your mind like night terrors in the daytime… “How did... Continue Reading →
Forgive Me
Sorry for neglecting you. So, So sorry for lacking attention towards the affection you try to show me. Ungrateful I've been of the beauty you bestow upon a life I've made exhaustively dark. By just, Leaving every journal closed instead of opening them and, Absorbing every glittering stream of heartwarming light you've shone on a... Continue Reading →
Never Really Mattered
A loner’s life can be difficult at times.Because,One particular question likes to come into mind.If I die,How long would it be before anybody find outs?Would I rot here until my body begins exploding,Turning pitch black just like the darkness swirling all around a heart cracked from falling,Too many damn times…I guess I’ll never know,Regardless of... Continue Reading →
Laugh For As Long As You Can
Ha,Ha,Ha!You go,But,You know!That you’ll fold,While I grow,Into what I was always meant to be,A Poet flowing past an ocean overflown by tears pouring down in,Joy… Just,Go ahead and laugh!At everyone of my mistakes.At every scar on a body I have healed by keeping you away!Because,All you’ve wanted was my presence,But,I’ve kept distant with persistence in... Continue Reading →
Peek-A-Boo!
Dazed in a jungle of concrete. Sweat violently drips down onto its ground like acid burning through a sheet of paper. Frustrated, As I strike the walls of a shell I've been trapped inside of for longer than what can be remembered. But, Light now peeks through each hole with each swing. With each cling.... Continue Reading →