"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
You face haunts me everywhere I go.Those lips mutating into initials reminding me of a name I've crossed out many years ago.Those eyes glaring into mine every time I stare into the sun until I'm shown,Each reason I've become a failure within your line of sight.Strands of your hair now sprouting out of stems from... Continue Reading →
I miss you,As well as all the hugs I used to give you,Doing anything I can to make you feel beautiful within a family that would not forgive you.If you were never here to begin with,I wouldn't be here using a pen as my pistol,Taking my shot at a life far from abysmal...The only Grandmother... Continue Reading →
"Peace out world,I've had enough fun for now." Is a phrase I didn't think would be misinterpreted.All I meant by it was how I'm going on a sabbatical from societal ventures to explore what nature has to offer.Slowing down from constantly going to open mics to refresh my mind and become inspired again.But,Others saw my... Continue Reading →
What would I be without you both?Probably not much.A thought I don't like to imagine often,But,it comes across here and there every time I cough,And,Realize how neglectful I am of your presences,Yet,I have no idea how to take care of you both while I search for an answer.An answer so difficult to find when a... Continue Reading →
Awakened.Triumphant.Alive!Withered.Lethargic.Dead inside...Repurposed.Reborn.A resurgence!Acceptance,Resilience.An excursion...Ascendance.Astonished.Free!Resurfaced.Appreciation.Peace...
Redressing my wrong doings in a fashion I'm confortable with is not what my focus should be.I can change my jacket all I want,But,It won't stop me from getting soaked in pouring rain,As acidic as each tear dropping from my cheeks,Flushed by bad calls all of us make once in a while.I'd rather wear the... Continue Reading →
She disappears like dandelions fluttering through bright summer skies.A one-of-a-kind,Sight for sore eyes,I'll never see again as time,Only ticks by faster,The longer I'm alive without any love to chase after...Regardless,I unserstand.Her existence was a lesson for me to learn how to look past,What will eventually die,Rot away,To live a joyous life without depending on anything... Continue Reading →
Regrets...What's the point of regretting what had to happen for you to learn your lesson?Would you be where you are now if it wasn't for each mistake set in place,By the inner child in your chest,Urging you to exit,The path you were destined to die in?I don't think so...The wind blows,Where you run towards.Trees are... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I ask myself,"Am I still alive?"I haven't seen my shadow for a whilr,Ever since you said good-byr.Can't help,But,To think,"Did I waste my life?"Chasing who I thought was my other half.Ripped apart from my palm while I held a knife on the other hand.Not realizing it was I who split us down a middle I... Continue Reading →
That sheen gleaming off of blood,Dripping from my bleeding wounds is enough,To refrain from insulting anyone.My pain is not an excuse,To demean a human soul who hurts the same way I do.Regardless of what you say,There's nothing that will stop me from loving you! I understand how we all make mistakes,So,Who am I to defile... Continue Reading →
