"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Word around town is,You're doing better now that you aren't being held down by a man drowning,Through glass stained by lipstick worn from a kiss of death hounding my existence...With every sip,I die a little internally while refurbishing my taste for a drip,Of saliva from another's lips,For another trip to a honey moon sweeter than... Continue Reading →
Premeditated murder is what you would call it.Life sentences is what I'd deserve if I was ever caught in,The act of putting my life into sentences as the coffin,For a man I bury every day I pick up God's call,And,Cleanse my body of evidence no one will ever see as long as I'm coughing,Up another... Continue Reading →
Awakened.Triumphant.Alive!Withered.Lethargic.Dead inside...Repurposed.Reborn.A resurgence!Acceptance,Resilience.An excursion...Ascendance.Astonished.Free!Resurfaced.Appreciation.Peace...
Yea,Yea...I used to believe that I was invincible,Until my soul was peppered by lacerations only God had the love,And,Power to stitch back together.So much love God had for me,To allow my mind,And,Heart to bleed out every bit of disdain I couldn't weather.Until I acknowledged the only one who reigns.A wrestling match against an opponent I... Continue Reading →
Hi,Grandma!It's your grandson checking in.Lately,I haven't had many people I can speak to while I keep steady with,A palm shaking as I write poem,After poem,While my mind goes blank worrying for the readiness,I must prepare for when heading into a room full of people I don't want to see.Forgive me,But,That includes the family you've built.I... Continue Reading →
This isn't a poem,Nor prose,Nor a monologue,But,A warning.A warning about how good drugs,Of any kind,Make you feel.How downers will lift you up from the sky,Just to drop you deeper into that pool of regret you've decided to swim in.How uppers will force you to crash into the ground,Like molten-red meteors blazing its way into soil... Continue Reading →
Sunlight's shining upon me!But,From a magnifying glass I can't see.Heat-seeking a man working with his plan B,Instead,Of a past dream to live a life of innocence.Yet,None of us never had a chance to,Have we?A hard pill to swallow.But,It's a pill that won't leave you hollow,The same way your decisions will while choosing to wallow,About what... Continue Reading →
If I told any of you that I want to live,It'd be a lie as big as saying how I want to end my existence.To improve,Enhance my experience,Is what I desire most.But,Do I deserve it?Is the question.And,As much as I enjoy waking up,I just feel like I shouldn't.Finding reasons to open my eyes and get... Continue Reading →
To uphold a facade,A farce,A mask,Is to commit murder against who you must accept if you are to live happy.But,Sadly,Most of us choose to voluntarily slaughter that person attempting to smile,Each time you step in front of a mirror where ever you go.A denial!So fatal.All to gain a prize without an appraisal.Without ever figuring out... Continue Reading →
Do it now before it's too late.Put down the Kool-Aid!And,Get away from what is sugarcoated by a lie,Inside of what others light up with butane.Damp from saliva they spit out while they pass over slews of eighths,Trying to make you a slave… Focus on love from the most high!Watching us from the sky,Guiding us with... Continue Reading →
