"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A year ago,I was dead set against being reborn in the flesh.Until an exception was made when God called for a test,I was signed up for the second I began losing air in my chest.And,By principle I stayed seated til I was able to regain my breath...Huff,Puff,Passing had a different meaning rising up from that... Continue Reading →
You face haunts me everywhere I go.Those lips mutating into initials reminding me of a name I've crossed out many years ago.Those eyes glaring into mine every time I stare into the sun until I'm shown,Each reason I've become a failure within your line of sight.Strands of your hair now sprouting out of stems from... Continue Reading →
I miss you,As well as all the hugs I used to give you,Doing anything I can to make you feel beautiful within a family that would not forgive you.If you were never here to begin with,I wouldn't be here using a pen as my pistol,Taking my shot at a life far from abysmal...The only Grandmother... Continue Reading →
"Peace out world,I've had enough fun for now." Is a phrase I didn't think would be misinterpreted.All I meant by it was how I'm going on a sabbatical from societal ventures to explore what nature has to offer.Slowing down from constantly going to open mics to refresh my mind and become inspired again.But,Others saw my... Continue Reading →
What would I be without you both?Probably not much.A thought I don't like to imagine often,But,it comes across here and there every time I cough,And,Realize how neglectful I am of your presences,Yet,I have no idea how to take care of you both while I search for an answer.An answer so difficult to find when a... Continue Reading →
Awakened.Triumphant.Alive!Withered.Lethargic.Dead inside...Repurposed.Reborn.A resurgence!Acceptance,Resilience.An excursion...Ascendance.Astonished.Free!Resurfaced.Appreciation.Peace...
Redressing my wrong doings in a fashion I'm confortable with is not what my focus should be.I can change my jacket all I want,But,It won't stop me from getting soaked in pouring rain,As acidic as each tear dropping from my cheeks,Flushed by bad calls all of us make once in a while.I'd rather wear the... Continue Reading →
"Unfit to stand trial!"Is what was said about a woman who was fit enough to point,Shoot,And,Pull a trigger towards the defenseless.Outcries are heard outlining the shooter's dark complextion,But,All I heard eas blood dripping,Drowning out the victim's weeping.Silence grew louder,And,Louder while my tolerance for it shriveled,Seeking for an answer to my question:Why does this ever happen?...Senseless... Continue Reading →
She disappears like dandelions fluttering through bright summer skies.A one-of-a-kind,Sight for sore eyes,I'll never see again as time,Only ticks by faster,The longer I'm alive without any love to chase after...Regardless,I unserstand.Her existence was a lesson for me to learn how to look past,What will eventually die,Rot away,To live a joyous life without depending on anything... Continue Reading →
Regrets...What's the point of regretting what had to happen for you to learn your lesson?Would you be where you are now if it wasn't for each mistake set in place,By the inner child in your chest,Urging you to exit,The path you were destined to die in?I don't think so...The wind blows,Where you run towards.Trees are... Continue Reading →
