"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Let go,Let go,Let go...Why must I do so?Why can't I have one bodily desire that doesn't equate to fool's gold?Desires that wouldn't blind my eyes from the value love brings,Till I'm too broken to pay for sins more than a few know?All I want is a one night stand,Some booze,And,A few rolls of weed until... Continue Reading →
A chrysalis frozen in place for the rest of eternity.A cocoon desperate to hatch a handful of regrets rather than spirited paternity.A lifeless vessel adorning vanity more than selflessness opening the door to paradise.We're hurting deeply,Aren't we?Too despise the thought raising children made me,Cry internally.Tears as salty as an ocean too dangerous to drink from... Continue Reading →
Loneliness.I'm attached to it the same way an apple is attached to the branch of a tree.Deeply rooted in soil as dead as the inner-child left dangling inside of me.Yet,Still.I'm watered by an entity I can't see.All I see is darkness while wobbling to its breath every time It breathes.In,And,Out,Until I fall off and roll... Continue Reading →
Insanity!How others splash onto me in thought of their own vanity.But,It's what I'm here for,After all.To provide a sense of relief when life becomes a bit too hot to handle.Rather than swimming inside of their own perilous mind,They can take a dip inside of love I yearn to provide while seagulls squawk above Me.While sunrays... Continue Reading →
Is it real?Is it fake?Who knows anymore?But,What does it matter,Anyway?Because,As old and tragic as the "news" gets,We still treat each other like,That view full of darkened hues our eyes wish to forget.Like,Gleaming bright colors on a canvas we paint over for an image we end up throwing out before the paint ever sets.The only disaster... Continue Reading →
Subsistence.Where is it discovered?How can one reach its limitless potential lacking the will to breathe?Oxygen tanks no where to be found going down under.Just,The bottom of an ocean where you're never to be seen again.Like,The crustacean no one will ever fish for… Continuing to live forward doesn't make any sense,At times where we're drowning with... Continue Reading →
Seduced by the Matrix your body jails me inside of.Your smile,Those breasts,That ass,A trinity I've been devoured by,As I wonder why,I'm the One you chose.I'm,Frozen in place.Everytime I get a whiff of your luscious scent,I quake.Tremble as my nose gets closer to your center.And,A fast I don't need to eat what you provide when your... Continue Reading →
An oddball,Thrown against a wall often.Forced to feel the cracks,Until my skin was pried open.But,Every scar you see is a painting made by God,For you to witness and be inspired,By pain we all suffer regardless if we desire to,Or not… I'm okay with that,I accept it.As you should as well,Instead of,Leaning over wishing wells,Throwing pennies... Continue Reading →
Serene like a seagull when swimming in a sea of tranquility.To be gulled into boiling rage,Over thoughts that will go away,Is an error you must not make,If you plan on living life without misery.Be like a rock,Motionless upon impact when hit by a wave of despair and melancholy.You may get wet by tears drowning away... Continue Reading →
Twenty days without smoking Mary Jane. What an accomplishment for a man like me who couldn't stop smoking until a tragedy happened. But, at this point, I'm just confused. So, so confused as to how I'm supposed to be living my life. Friends? I would love some. Family? I already have, but I feel like... Continue Reading →
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