"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Trauma's been a reflex I've been trying to exterminate from memories my muscles gathered involuntarily.Every whiplash,Scar,Tear running down my cheeks so cold making the entirety of my body shiver,Is an experience I will never forget.Murdered in cold blood was my foresight from each tremor in the ground caused by the stomping cries of a child... Continue Reading →
She disappears like dandelions fluttering through bright summer skies.A one-of-a-kind,Sight for sore eyes,I'll never see again as time,Only ticks by faster,The longer I'm alive without any love to chase after...Regardless,I unserstand.Her existence was a lesson for me to learn how to look past,What will eventually die,Rot away,To live a joyous life without depending on anything... Continue Reading →
She wants me,She wants me not.Question is,Do I even want her as I break free from the lock,She's had on my mind?...
Let go,Let go,Let go...Why must I do so?Why can't I have one bodily desire that doesn't equate to fool's gold?Desires that wouldn't blind my eyes from the value love brings,Till I'm too broken to pay for sins more than a few know?All I want is a one night stand,Some booze,And,A few rolls of weed until... Continue Reading →
Fresh mulch permeates the air,As new seeds are planted into a mind,Where ideas are desperate to germinate.Staying stuck in the weeds is no longer suitable for a soul thirsty to feel something new.Something besides dry humor,And,A plate of burgers along french fries while watching whatever the algorithm decides to feed it that night.No more city... Continue Reading →
As soon as I looked into her eyes,All I saw were Verbena flowers glowing underneath sunshine,As time froze the second she said,"Hi!" Never have I met her before,But,Her soul felt familiar to me.All I know,Is how her eyes withhold a story I would like to read.Yet,I couldn't seem to utter any word as I stood... Continue Reading →
Writer's block!The dearest neighborhood for an outcast looking for a place to be,As the cream of the crop.Where we plant ideas sprouting luminous beauty the entire world stops!To admire.Thoughts growing from soil watered by blood,Sweat and tears in real time without being mocked by satire.A garden where war and lust have no opportunity to transpire,While... Continue Reading →
Fluorescent lights radiating off of joints I don't desire,No longer illuminate the darkness surrounding me.Regardless of its tip providing a certain direction while engulfed in flames.I'd rather wander aimlessly,Instead of walking towards a cliff I couldn't climb back up from.How pleasant it would be to know exactly where I'm headed towards,But,What does it matter if... Continue Reading →
Loneliness.I'm attached to it the same way an apple is attached to the branch of a tree.Deeply rooted in soil as dead as the inner-child left dangling inside of me.Yet,Still.I'm watered by an entity I can't see.All I see is darkness while wobbling to its breath every time It breathes.In,And,Out,Until I fall off and roll... Continue Reading →
I may be that 'ugly one' in our bunch,As others walk by without taking notice,But,I still sway side to side as if I'm dancing to the beats of Salsa,Bachata,Whatever their feet flows to the moment,While I provide a breath of fresh air anytime they run out,Holding on to their little cups of Matcha.At least,Someone finds... Continue Reading →
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