I want to be better than I’ve ever been.And,Every time I smoke I’m fallen after taking every hit.Boxed in by a sedative alleviating nothing but my readiness,To burn a bridge only leading me into a Hell I’m in.Meant for a soul dead of any light no matter where you look inside of itDespite of its... Continue Reading →
Sober thoughts are so exciting!Like,Being able to smile without feeling like a criminal on the loose.Like,A trip to Coldstone just because I can while having nothing to lose.Often I scream for the freedom my inner child's demanding for good reason!But,Fear of a different life shrouds my mind,Till I'm inclined to buy a dime at the... Continue Reading →
The Smoke Won’t Fade
No one ever knows which day is their last. For some of us, It is an attachment similar to a bungee jump beneath a bridge. Instead of losing yourself inside of shallow waters poured by the outcries of Anger you haven't dealt with, That rope of smoke grabs you just in time to pull you... Continue Reading →
Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!
Smitten.With the way I go about life,I envision.Two souls intertwining into God’s vision… Because,I want to do more than caress her in those tight jeans.And,Hear her keep singing…See her hit those high notes,While I wrap her into my rhythm.As we kiss and,Twirl around and dance in the name of an Image,I’d love to call,Love… Maybe... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #14: Relax! She’s Not All That.
Had to sit down and just relax a bit during such a beautiful day like this,Even if it may seem gloomy for some out there.Just like the sky,The Sun doesn't shine until those clouds aren't hovering around to block its beaming pulchritude... So,Instead of rolling ganja first thing in the morning,That greenery erasing all of... Continue Reading →
For My Sobriety
Nothing that you can do, About a Beast who hands you, No other choice but to hand Him bad news! A line of smoke He couldn't handle, Instead of a sig not important to a man who's, Doing everything he can surviving each shot he took reaching for a Mantle, I'm dreaming of often... Good... Continue Reading →
As my birthday creeps closer, So do the memories! That made me go over the edge with a dope verse. Killing the bitter man I started to see inside of my mirror by going Sober. Ridding a circle that never quite closed! And became the Lone Soldier. A transformation occurred inside of me, First, Seconds... Continue Reading →
First Thing In The Morning
The minute I wake up,I'm having a wonderful day!No matter the nightmares that no longer phase a,Man who isn't the same!Crushing a bud in the name!Of love I wasn't able to feel until I got on my knees and prayed...I get it.At times,It isn't easy to face the message,God puts on your plate.Yet,With how hungry... Continue Reading →
Parlous, is it? To allow your soul to be gripped by the vices of death. Vice grips handed down to you by Demons whom convinced your mind to think thoughts of doubt and destruction God foreshadowed through your recent decisions... Yet, what other choice do we have but to trip and fall, learning all of... Continue Reading →