"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Let go,Let go,Let go...Why must I do so?Why can't I have one bodily desire that doesn't equate to fool's gold?Desires that wouldn't blind my eyes from the value love brings,Till I'm too broken to pay for sins more than a few know?All I want is a one night stand,Some booze,And,A few rolls of weed until... Continue Reading →
Satiated by the thrill of never knowing what'll come next.I love messing around with the thought of building a life away from booze,Weed and rough sex.Nothing else is more satisfying knowing I can sit in silence,Regardless of the war inside of a head,Containing the power to follow a light leading me ahead,Instead of being swallowed... Continue Reading →
Clouded.By fear of being myself amongst demons walking in the flesh.Surrounded,By vessels emptied of their heart and soul,As I watch those akin to my blood become just like them… Would call them family,But,That would require loyalty and change at a price only God can set.Being pennywise,I only have enough for myself as man pressured by... Continue Reading →
Complexities of life aren’t intimidating.I’ve only felt inundated by the lies of a scorn going through her phases.Why?It’s what happens when you love another person more than yourself in a world full of fakes with,Intentions revealed when they’re exhausted by their own front,Backed by the cries of their own “buds”,Previously mine,As well,Until I decided to... Continue Reading →
Nemos. The Hood's alcoholic slushie when you want to be "throw'd." The one drink you buy any time you're money's low. The Key to a poor man's "turn up" opening doors! To a smile they've never really had before... Helps you feel like somebody when you think that you're a nobody, As you flow shots... Continue Reading →
Sobriety is weird. Hard to get used to after years with a desk stacked with beers and liquor, Anytime a tear raced down the corners of my eyes. I can see why many lie in fear when our feelings storm around inside. Clearer than before, Now that all the rain on my side stopped pouring... Continue Reading →
When I look at how curvy she is, I'm immediately hypnotized. Reputation notorious, For the way I make her sip and whine, As we lay under sheets with pleasure in mind. A rendezvous we take part in, Mutually. She gives me the liberty to leave, But, With my drive? I stick by without crashing, Fruitfully...... Continue Reading →
I want to give a hug or two, But, It's hard for me. Sometimes, All I can think about is how to clog my arteries. So much food for thought while I commit Arseny. On different bits of paper away from those I keep far from me! God forbid they get burnt by the lighters... Continue Reading →
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
I peeped Chill at the bar while I was bussing tables at Red Eagle, Drunk on a few drinks, Most importantly, Smiling across the room towards the bartender, Shaq. (Nice guy by the way!) They were both having a conversation, But I couldn't hear what they were saying exactly. I just knew that I wanted... Continue Reading →
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