Pictures Of Old – Day 183, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Maybe,
I’m still scarred because of the way you left me.
How stone-faced you were in sight of my tears.
How happy you were to tell me,
“I don’t love you anymore,”
While I was shattering into pieces right in front of you.
Maybe,
That’s why I mistreat a body I’d rather not be inside of on most days.
Because of your delight to see me broken.
But…
I must shake this feeling off.
No matter what I do,
I must forget you!
Entirely.
If I am to continue to suspire,
Each memory of you has to be erased,
By piecing back together an image God took the time to create,
Where I’m by my lonesome.
With a smile you could never make me feel at any point in timr I was in excrutiating pain,
Only He can understand…