I don't even know why I love you!But,I do.Even after 5 years of us breaking up,As I try my best to live in my truths.How I wasn't perfect as a man drowned by his tears on the surface while surrounded by a noose!Or,What most would call family,Suffocating me when reaching out for a piece of... Continue Reading →
You Were Wrong
The relationship ended,As if everything was my fault,But,You wouldn't show the message revealing every single wrong!You've committed against me.Such a good front being that you couldn't back your emotions with facts you were dressing,With lies hiding your disloyalty.I may have done what I've done,But,At least I was honorable and told the truth when I needed... Continue Reading →
Grew Tired Of Your Memory
Satiated by her absence now that I'm past it.Making faces with my cheeks pointing upwards toward sunlight beaming across our beautiful planet.Not much to say as I indulge on the magic of love,Forcing undesired thoughts to vanish in the snap of a,Finger creating music with each stroke of my pen.Every swipe erasing that feeling of... Continue Reading →
Smoked, Pt. 1
Smoking weed isn’t as special as others make it seem like. After a while you’ll find yourself asking, “Can’t I be doing something better for myself right now?” Usually where I end up at the end up like this moment finishing my first blunt of the day. Feels like my personal demons manifested in the... Continue Reading →
A Price You Want To Pay
I hope that it was all worth it in the end! … Because,When push came to shove?I made ends meet while I tried everything to revive our,Love… Even if you kicked and shattered my Glass House,Even if you picked me apart with your doubts,I made it out of that cave of no return without a... Continue Reading →
Watched By The Eye Of Our Storm
Vaulted, Was I, In the middle of this Hurricane. Wet, As tears dripped from the sky... Still, Calm I became... I thought I was her Universe... The star glistening amongst darkness Mother Earth, Is surrounded by... But, Just like that, Your light dwindled as I lost my way back, To a home no longer present...... Continue Reading →
Got My Spine Back (Revised)
Coming clean to my Ex about breaking our promise, In less than 24 hours? Wasn't easy as I'd hope. But, It had to be done. Especially, After months and months of feeling destroyed by the woman I loved... Desperate was I to find salvation for a heart being teared apart by the sounds of her... Continue Reading →
Free-Write #1 – Hopefully She’s Okay
Taking the moment to sit down and free-write is such an important task I forget to do often. Releasing every single demon rotting in the darkest pits inside my chest. A piece you kind of just, let go. Gone with the wind without a single record kept. Especially, when all you can think about is... Continue Reading →
Borderline Love
With feet drenched by fatigue, It is not known if you will cross the finish line. Yet, I push through boundaries, No matter what, With every finished line. I, Only want to cross that border keeping us distant... Why, Would I want anyone different? Life, With others is not the same, Even if I'm still... Continue Reading →
Only One I Want
If I wanted her back and asked for that to happen, Will it? I only ask because I do. If only you'd touch my heart and feel it... Because, I am not the villain she paints me to be in a world full of blood spillage... Maybe, The splatter of another splashed by her image,... Continue Reading →