Enjoying anything in life is harder than it seems when,All you feel is dejection.Dejection others turn a blind eye toward regardless of affection they may have for you.How do I smile when watching a movie?How do I laugh at a joke I find funny without forcing it?How do I even eat food and feel satisfied... Continue Reading →
Time To Stop The Party! (Repost
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Rootz Of A Lost Bronx Child – Freewrite #38
Had to take a minute to sit down and reflect on my state of mind hoping I can get to know myself a little bit more. Because, as much as I love to write my heart away, my palms itch for some difference. Something to take my eyes away from memories I'm sick of replaying... Continue Reading →
Memories of who I once loved wither away like,A ripped page out of my journal catching flame.Never wanted to tear a single one out,Yet,I smile as I watch each flake of fire scattered all across my face.Embers more heartwarming than all I've felt from anyone else…
Finding My Way…
Moments like these,It's cool to isolate.Disappear when no one really likes you anyway.Rather observe the world for what it is,While reconnecting with,Your true self.That version of your character kept in a flaming gaol of hell,Where your worst memories burn away every smile you attempt to rise.With no retinue in sight while surrounded by highwayman full... Continue Reading →
What’s Beauty Without Madness?
Scars may be hideous to us at first glance, but, let's be honest. Life would suck if we all had the power to turn back the hands of time and change what we deeply regret. Just, too many options to choose from. Too many what ifs for your demons to play with... Can't imagine coercing... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #29: Thinking Too Damn Much
Thinking yourself to death is completely, utterly possible. Some days, Life gets you so frustrated to the point where memories, what ifs and other countless thoughts race through your mind without a finish line in sight. And, you have no other choice but to deal with that ball of pain sitting in the middle of... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #12: How Do You Remember Dreamz?
Moonshine saturates the middle of a canvas floating in a mind suffering a blackout.A limbo full of questions trapped inside thought bubbles slightly pierced through.Air flows out into an atmosphere tainted by a shade of blue revealing the shadows of our misdeeds... Why?Why did I do that in the first place?Why can't it all just... Continue Reading →
Do you remember me? Do you still have me in your memories, When you need a smile, A thought worth while! Or, Are you still sick of me?... I only ask because you're still in my mind. Haven't forgotten about that moment. Our hearts intertwined. So, I can only imagine that my image floats around... Continue Reading →