What He Doesn’t Have – Day 328, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

An apartment.
An instrument.
An encounter before I had the chance to lay eyes on her.
Is what he has that I don’t.
He made her heart sing before I could’ve.
He laid her down on a bed with nothing around,
But,
The keys to a heart mine desires to open and mesh with.
If only…
If only destiny brought us together in time,
Before he had the chance to squeek out a pick up line,
I put down in my mind,
As one of the worse moments in my life…
Another moment where I’m forced to realize,
How it isn’t time yet to focus on another’s smile.
Knowing how I still have to work on my own as it’s been a while,
Since I’ve seen one in my bedroom mirrors.
But,
It’s what I have that he doesn’t.
Time spent with my own thoughts along the opportunity to fall in love with,
Myself before I’m crushed into pieces,
Again,
By a woman I truly don’t know…