Peanut Butter And Jelly – Day 316, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are best eaten when the spread is thick.
Globs of pure happiness being mushed around taste buds jumping around in excitement,
Ecstasy.
After countless days refraining from eating such sweet delicacies life has to offer,
Balancing out the salty moments.
But,
What happens when all you have on your kitchen countertops,
Inside the fridge,
Are containers of PB and J along insufficient slices of bread?
Thin spreads where you only get enough to satiate yourself for the next couple of hours.
Reaching for more until you run out,
Exhausted from your lack of options.
Exhausted from chewing on the same meal…
And,
That’s exactly how I feel!
Giving so much of myself on a stage,
Knowing each performance is only half of what I could do.
Witnessing others take me for granted,
Forgetting how good I can be after wearing out my stay.
Now,
All I want is to disappear.
Without a trace in sight.
Hoping somebody misses me in due time…