Nothing, Yet. – Day 238, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Several days,
No response.
Yet,
They still post,
Anyway.
No body language indicating whether or not you scared them away.
God-forbid you write back,
“Hey,
Is everything okay?”
Or else,
You’ll be labeled ‘too cingy’,
Too convincingly,
After being hooked into a lie too exhausting to face,
Over,
And,
Over again.
Connections being possible for a man others write off as a reason to laugh at His expense…
Nonerheless,
God gave me enough rope to hang myself with,
But,
I’d rather pull myself back up from the edge.
Maybe,
I’ll find love within myself through the silence I’ve avoided,
For the illusion of a friend,
Revealing itself to be a monster trying to eat me alive,
Every time that mirage ends…