Depression?

Depression. Real and, For the most part? Unexpected. Never do you take notice until that bottle in your chest explodes, As each piece of glass ricochets off the walls you've built brick by brick. Never do you feel it coursing through your veins, Until you're classified as useless by those you love, Who've grown sick... Continue Reading →

Concrete Rosez

I just want to yell!Get it all out and escape this hell!I have trapped myself in.Harder to admit no matter how easy it may look,As I’m finally climbing out of the hole I fell into… Because,I miss what a hug from a true friend feels like!I,Just don’t know what to do this very moment I... Continue Reading →

A Breeze? You Wish! (Revised)

How do I break the algorithm? Weed so deep in my mind this instant, Most likely I'll permit it, While these memories convince me to quit it... Memories flashing in front of my eyes, Denying my two cents at the cost of my life! The price... Of sitting and swigging a bottle, Splitting a cigar... Continue Reading →

Warning!

Depression is,Waking up at 5 in the morning while staring at your cell phone screen just.Confused.Depression is,Having a moment of laughter,Immediately stopping after taking notice because you feel like you,Don't deserve it.Depression is,Feeling like you're drowning above sea level while inhaling your breath deeper than the love you have for your current self.Depression is just,Virtually... Continue Reading →

Suffered My Karma, Now Reborn.

Lights all around the neighborhood illuminate and flicker, As he feels His presence approaching his fractured soul, Only this moment seems different. As He arrives, No thread & needle to sow back shards of his broken heart, But a lesson learned in the name of love, While blood drips from his finger tips...

The World Is Afraid Of Love

Isn’t it scary?How other’s label one’s search for love as,A victim’s mentality?What if,I just needed a hug no matter how glad I am to be,Me?What if,I just needed the company of a friend,Instead of,The company of my demons?... Nonetheless,I move on.With the power of God.Because,Each and every time I cry,God never fails to give me... Continue Reading →

She Really Did Care

I yelled for help! You noticed, And, Because of you I didn't drown. You pulled me off the ledge, And, Helped me find a simple smile... You may not understand, But, As soon as an outcast like myself leaves his domicile? All you see are demons who believe it's worth while, To poke fun and... Continue Reading →

Just Looking For A Friend. Not Sex.

As a guy who’s strictly platonic with the women they sympathize with?It’s so insulting being called a simp.You must have my intentions confused if you think I desire sexual relationships!I just,Love conversation and,Think of more than a night of tango when in front of women with,Much more to offer than her naked body… In a... Continue Reading →

Lonely Company

Life can be so worrisome for a guy like me. A guy who can care a little bit too much where he shouldn't. Like, the way others choose to perceive their realities. So annoying when someone stigmatizes your character to what you are not because of their own miseries, whatever they may be... But, so... Continue Reading →

Freewrite #23: Can You Hear The Pins Drop?

My curious ears can hear every single one.Each pin dropping on to the ground of my soul,My very own flesh.Stabbing into a mind I’ve fought so hard to stabilize…Yet,Here I am.Still.Floating in silence as the Universe is swept away before my teary eyes,On top of a smile I had found for keeps.Nothing but darkness lit... Continue Reading →

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