"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Several days,No response.Yet,They still post,Anyway.No body language indicating whether or not you scared them away.God-forbid you write back,"Hey,Is everything okay?"Or else,You'll be labeled 'too cingy',Too convincingly,After being hooked into a lie too exhausting to face,Over,And,Over again.Connections being possible for a man others write off as a reason to laugh at His expense...Nonerheless,God gave me enough... Continue Reading →
Thunderstorms are relaxing for a heart hardened by an infinite amount of rocks thrown.Being pelted by unwarranted barbs on a daily basis,Was enough to numb my soul to the pain.Barbs thrown by those who loved me for every show I put on until the curtains closed.Those comments I over-heard when standing on the other side,Whether... Continue Reading →
Flimsy.Ripping at the slightest tension.Such weak garbage bags I keep for baggage I carry,As heavy as each rejection I've suffered,Been blessed with,However I feel during the moment.It's why I change them as fast as I can,Before debris scatters all over my floor,Out of my control.Kind of like,My emotions encountering a new palm I grab,With a... Continue Reading →
Do you want me for me?Or,Am I that guy you believe won't ignore you regardless of the circumstance?Am I just a tool you know,Deep down inside,Won't screw around with a heart you desire to fill a void for?Forgive me…I only ask because,I can't remember the last time someone reach out to catch up,Even though I've... Continue Reading →
To belong?There's nothing that I know about it.But,I've had no other choice other than to be strong while I' crowded.Crowded by laughter every time I turn a corner.It only gets louder when I peek behind me while I burn a border,In my mind,Separating it from fear attempting to sneak its way into my eyes,Through the... Continue Reading →
Not everyone is going to like you,But,That's okay.Be yourself anyway.When you love what you do,It won't resonate with others who have nothing to lose. As grim as it may be,We will die and there won't be a chance to rewind.Everything will be set in stone without a chance go break through what lied,Underneath a heart... Continue Reading →
My mind is like,A train looping into the tracks of a rollercoaster.Two destinations.Two places I don't desire to be in,But,Have no other choice besides living amongst crows soaring,Above my nightmares and dreams… Crows rustling behind bushes and weeds,In hoods robbing me of joy I grieve,Everyday,Passing by as fast as the hourhand on a clock I... Continue Reading →
Food for thought,Nowadays,Is artificial.Ideas refined by a process of elimination:Abandoning what makes us human.Intelligence automated by a vicious cycle of repetition.Robotic in our movement towards salvation.A salvation we'll never reach through a diet of lies most are forced to consume.But,Why do we continue our walk towards darkness?Where truth cannot be seen for miles,And,Miles on end?Are... Continue Reading →
Trip and fall,Trip and fall,Trip and fall!I've done more times than I can count.But,Air still flows through my flaring nostrils forcing my chest to rise,With a hope impenetrable by,Sticking to a plan made for me by a God who's shown me more love,Than,Any friend ever would while dripping blood,From wounds they've cut open.When push comes... Continue Reading →
Loneliness.It's a difficult task designed for those destined to lead entire generations.But,Why do I have to face it?On most days,I abhor it with every fiber in my being.I wasn't ever a good student in the first place with procrastination as my first solution to every difficulty life has thrown my way.But,I'm here,Alive and well.Without much... Continue Reading →
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