To Sam And Dean – Day 305, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Pets were never in my plans,
But,
They were placed in my hands for a reason I believe I’ve found.
Because,
Without them,
I wouldn’t have had a reason to get up from my bed,
And,
Walk out of a cloud of confusion I’ve been surrounded by,
For quite some time.
Two beautiful Red Eared Sliders I wish I was more excited to have,
But,
Here I am.
Dreading another water change.
The smell they produce after being fed food they’ve been forced to develop an acquired taste for.
Still…
I’m grateful for their existence,
Reminding me of how life never stops no matter how desperate I get to quit,
And,
Run away from an Earth I still don’t think I belong in.
But,
I know for a fact they do.
Sam and Dean.
Brother and sister.
The kind of bond I desire to have through thick,
And,
Thin,
Searching through muddy waters in hopes to find a glimmer of sunshine.
Some day.
Some way,
Some how…