"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Standards of beauty are as unrealistic as our need to feel beautiful.After all,It's not our looks that will satiate our hunger to attract the eyes of our soulmate.It's our smile when alone,Dealing with pain no one else is aware of,Besides yourself.The happiness you shine across the room needing no one's company,But,Your own...If glossy lips,Curvy hips,Rings... Continue Reading →
Pets were never in my plans,But,They were placed in my hands for a reason I believe I've found.Because,Without them,I wouldn't have had a reason to get up from my bed,And,Walk out of a cloud of confusion I've been surrounded by,For quite some time.Two beautiful Red Eared Sliders I wish I was more excited to have,But,Here... Continue Reading →
Pink Rangers are virtually all one in the same,Except the original.Kimberly set the standard on what beauty truly is,Brains,A fighter,And,A superhero with uncanny wits.It's just,Who she is...If only we were one in mind,Body,And,Soul.The only one I notice at an open mic warming up a room gone cold,By the Artist's refusal to be themselves.Cracking me out... Continue Reading →
Wimpering inside of her room is how you'll find her on most nightts,No matter how often she's called,"Beautiful,"By everyone she comes across.After all,What does it matter what another says if you just can't see it in yourself?But,There she goes.Applying make-up until the real image of her face disappears,Buried in what her loved ones find ugly.And,There... Continue Reading →
Sore.Exhausted.From carrying weight on two shoulders trembling over an extended lay-off,From caring about herself.She tries to smile,But,How can she when it's been years since she's been called beautiful by anyone?And.What really tears me apart is,How enchanting her pupils are,As black as a blackberry is purple.Like,The only Tulip blossoming in a field of grass turning beige... Continue Reading →
Beautiful would be the only way to describe you.A blessing it was to rub your shoulders down and remind you of that.I'm saddened how you were made to feel ugly,While deteriorating in front of everyone to see.But…Your image is way too far from horrendous to me.My only grandmother,Who cared to love my existence regardless of... Continue Reading →
I guess I don't feel embarrassment because,I've done what I've done as a means of survival.Sure,I can definitely apologize to many others I've hurt,But,That's not possible when you're not given the opportunity to do so… So,What's left?What are you supposed to do to atone for that?Am I supposed to feel sorry for myself and inflict... Continue Reading →
Every time I gaze at a beautiful woman, I begin feeling completely numb. All I can think of are the times I failed the one and only girlfriend I've ever had in my life (and probably will be for a very, very long time), sulking over what could've been if I hadn't been such an... Continue Reading →
Seductive like the devil's kiss.The nightmare every man wants to have.Her glare,A ray of bliss… Until her make-up drips,And drips back onto the bathroom sink after each swipe.Scars reveal.Wounds,Bright red,Bleeding out the Ugly she refused to confront and deal… They say Satan has the brightest smile,And hers lit up the entire sky.Yet,Inside?As dark as the... Continue Reading →
"Oh, he has to be gay!" At least, that's what I was told by a woman I refused to give attention to while walking with her child laying innocently inside of his or her stroller. Why was my lack of attention toward her looks important enough to insult me while walking by, though? Who knows!... Continue Reading →
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