Cloudy Dayz

Don’t really know what to say.
All I can do is wake up,
Brush my teeth and pray before starting this day.
As much as I would like to feel appreciated,
Acceptance is my only option as flashbacks storm past my eyes while pain,
Just pain,
Clutters my mind…

Because,
I know I’ve made mistakes!
But,
Why are my attempts at change ignored,
Even if I’ve been successful?
Who knows.
Nowadays,
Caring to know the reason of why I’ve been rejected is the least of my worries,
While I fight to keep myself from the brink…