Empty inside…
Not a single rattle,
As I’m shaken by a horde of snakes hidden within gravel,
From a battle I survived…
I’m empty inside…
I said,
My heart is vacant of emotions besides every ache I feel everytime,
I look up at the sky,
Guiding me regardless of its dimming light!
I’m…
Sure it’ll shine at its brightest once again.
And,
When it does,
I hope it doesn’t burn me like it once did,
For magnifying every spark of fire,
Ignited by my own witless desires…
I’m…
It doesn’t matter now,
Does it?
I’m alone while I stuff in,
So many plates full of illusions I eat up in,
A matter of hours.
Minutes.
Seconds!
Left breathless,
Feeling as if I’m about to explode into pieces no one else would help me put back together,
But,
The only One who refused to draw me up like the menace,
I’ve been labeled as…
A label not fitting for a cradled lamb,
Still learning how to make it through a land,
Where humans are the predators,
Seeking my blood,
While I take refuge in a den of wolves persuading me to stick to the plan…
Tracking down the Sheperd who yearns to hold my hands,
And,
Give me the love I so direly have needed…
For all the right reasons…
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