How ‘Bout Some Honesty, Shall We? 1

Recently,Haven’t really been able to write.Been more focused on this feeling inside of my chest so,Daunting.Yet,I rise every morning with a mission in my mind to,Live,Even if,I would rather wither away in a grave of some sort.After all,My world tells me to die often.Besides a Mom who’d rather see me in a coffin,As I’ve been... Continue Reading →

Solitude By Choice

To be be given solitude during a period where your ailing heart needs an escape? A blessing in disguise bedazzled with our tears, frozen into ice chained to our necks and wrists in respect to whatever our personal mission is. After all, freedom is just a figment in our imagination involuntarily engineered ever since man... Continue Reading →

Forgiven

In a state of Saudade,Longing its touch while I'm befogged in Earth's ramada.Faith seems to be lost at times,But,Still I mound each of its problems on my fragile back,Holus-Bolus… No reward expected,From Humans as fragile as I…Un abrazo,Necesito yo.I need to be embraced,Still.I do feel as if I'm loved like any other.But,Staring into my bathroom... Continue Reading →

Freewrite #34 : Just Breathe

Just, trying to be fine with some avocado and toast. A simple dish to start off a morning already rocky for a guy looking for his place in the world. Problem is, has been intruding for way too often, unannounced and forces itself on you. How do you put it to rest and feel the... Continue Reading →

Embers Of Loneliness

Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →

Can’t Remember If I’m Ill

So many symptoms of Loneliness to count.But,None rattles you more than the symptom I call,Forgetfulness.That state of mind where you forget how and what it's like to bond with another. That state of mind where you forget what it's like to smile and feel happy as you were years ago.That state of mind where,You forget... Continue Reading →

Freewrite #29: Thinking Too Damn Much

Thinking yourself to death is completely, utterly possible. Some days, Life gets you so frustrated to the point where memories, what ifs and other countless thoughts race through your mind without a finish line in sight. And, you have no other choice but to deal with that ball of pain sitting in the middle of... Continue Reading →

Side Eyez

Supercilious side-eyes are given towards my person throughout the city. I do not know why, But I digress... Because, aren't we all bags of flesh carrying scars we decide to show only when someone has a hand inside? Intransigent I become when it feels as if I'm preyed upon by decrepit souls worn out by... Continue Reading →

Lonely Excursionz

In a journey where you may appear alone, you'll learn the true intentions of people, what people have used you for. And, how love and forgiveness is the only solution in a world divided by glaring deceit only seen when one decides to see it... Having no one at all to fall back on for... Continue Reading →

Cricketz At The Dinner Table

So hard to write during moments like these. Where you sit at your dinner table, Gently poking away at some roasted chicken, White rice and a small container of half-eaten red beans. A cup full of Pepsi that's been sitting in the fridge for a while, Lost of its crisp travel down through your brittle... Continue Reading →

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